I Admit I Want To Be Loved Religiously And I Don’t Know What To Do With My Hands

"porn is a healthy expression of sexuality" you are like a terrorist to me

Rachel and Calypso both serve as opposing love interests to Annabeth that in the end would have not worked out in story because their relationships were both built off of Percy attempting to run away from a fundamental aspect of himself; being a half-blood.

The overarching theme of the original 5 pjo books is Percy coming to accept and ultimately choose this part of himself. In this essay I will-

watching house

25 Dec 2024

Thinking about symbolism while my hair air dries. Just girl things.

Anyways,

I refuse to let them think I’m stupid

8 mar 2024

Alex and Adam aren’t allowed to see me failing at chemistry. They can’t see me fail and mess up. I won’t let them think I’m dumb.

Also Adam has started only asking Alex about his answers to see if he’s right so I hate myself even more and really just crave the warm embrace of a grade 9

Anyways,

I am so down bad its not even funny anymore

27th dec 2023

i hate to admit it but walker scobell is kinda the king of my heart like i hate this for me but hes just kinda the king of my heart, and maybe i am just a 14 year old teenage girl who cant help but love the new boy of the month with my whole entire soul but i do. you have to remember though that when i like the boy of the month i do it in a different cool teen movie way and NOT in a everyone likes him so i do way yk so all my friends who say they like him do it in a parasocial relationships too attached to people on the internet who dont know they exist kind of way buy im cool and like have a shot bc im cool and wouldnt act like a fangirl and im cool and interesting yk? anyways percy jackson is coming out FAR too slow for my impatient self and i NEED capital N capital E capital E capital D NEED more content bc the amount of physic damage that i would get from watching a stream of him playing fortnite is actually crazy and i still have some self respect (ik ik its hard to believe) but if i dont get more interviews i will watch the watch party video again and again and again and rewatch episodes again and again because im just insane like that, and i kinda dont want to say this bc what if he sees this and my chances with him (that were DEFINITELY real to begin with and im not just hallucinating) would be SHOT,

anyways

powerful vs strong demigods

16th feb 2024

yk what ill say something and you wont like it.

Hazel probably IS the most powerful demigod of the seven.

I KNOW I KNOW EVERYONE SHUT UP FOR A SECOND AND LET ME SPEAK

theres a difference between powerful and strong, strong means that theyre good in fight like actually physically strong without thier magical powers, like percy, hes very strong and could win all of his fights because in usual fights he barely uses his power (other than the water extra power and healing) and could fight without his powers. but Hazel just has some fucking dope ass powers like she could rock your shit but in actual fact she couldnt win a fight without magic because shes 13 and NOT EVEN 5 FOOT. cmon dude like shes powerful but in no world is she stronger than percy or jason.

oh wow i’m in love with asa butterfeild and his BLUE ass eyes

feeling bad about how i look (again)

15 apr 2025

who knew in the big 25 id still hate how i look. i wish i was pretty enough to not have to worry about being pretty, not even like stop traffic gorgeous but just not absolutely horrified about someone looking at me. its not even acne or face fat or anything i was just born wrong. theres something wrong with me thats unfixable.

anyways,

i do think theres something sad about how largely only the literature that's considered especially good or important is intentionally preserved. i want to read stuff that ancient people thought sucked enormous balls

Ugh… boys.

23 sept 2024

Apparently Louis was a racist in year 7??? I severely doubt he still is because of a mild aggression in year 7, still can never be too safe

Or maybe you can.

Anyways,