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Ooo baby this one is sin
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This one is based off a hc by @justhereforsubsevika !!! Thank you for the sevi brainrot food my friend ๐ซ
cw: smut. (mostly) bottom!sevika (TEEHEE)
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Those are some of the prettiest, most captivating lips south of Noxus. They were meant to always be wrapped around something; or, parted and filled until she gagged.
She is an absolute munch. She'd live between your legs if you'd allow it. Morning wood? No, morning munchies.
You wake up every morning, without fail, to Sevika peppering your skin with kisses. You can tell sleep is still clinging to her mind like it is yours, because her kisses fade in and out with minute pauses when she nearly falls back asleep for a moment.
And yet, she's still kissing down your body, lingering to lavish your lower stomach with special attention before she rises back to kiss under your ear.
"Can I have it, baby?" She'll ask in a morning voice that could have Janna herself laying back and spreading.
Her fingers are busying themselves teasing the hem of your underwear, and are deftly ripping away the damnable boundary once you emphatically say yes.
She'll always give you those begging eyes while she goes down on you, as if pleading with you for even more of your essence down her throat. She can never have enough of you. Her mind melts away when you're between her lips, all she can comprehend is you, your taste, and how you fall apart in her mouth.
Eating you out is by far her favorite past-time, she would say it's a hobby of hers even, but it's more than even that; it's literally a passion of hers. Sevika daydreams about your pussy, eyes glazing over mid-workday as she traces out your clit in her mind.
MUNCH
Once you two are together, she can't even masturbate without something resembling your pussy with her. In her mouth, specifically.
You get Sevika the custom-made fleshlight as an anniversary gift, handing it to her with a giggle (mostly bc you'd wrapped it in a way where it was very obvious what it was).
"Please make sure I catch you using it," you murmur in her ear with a groan, palming her cunt through her pants to drive home your point. And if bby can do one thing, it's follow orders!
On the night that Sevika first uses it, she gets home a little earlier than you do from work. There's rarely a night where she doesn't need to blow off some steam from dealing with the repercussions of Silco's blunders, or the general headassery of the Chem-barons.
You're not home yet, and she's particularly impatient. She takes the fleshlight out from the nightstand (with a strange sense of bashfulness lol), running her fingers gently over the replica of your pussy lips. She bites her lip, imagining your breathy moans at her light touches.
She lays down on her stomach on the bed, pillow tucked under her hips and propping her pretty ass even further up in the air. She holds the fleshlight with her mechanical hand in front of her face like she's laid between your legs, while the other pumps one of your longer dildos slowly in and out of her pussyโฆ
Sevika doesn't know how she ever touched herself without it beforehand. Stars are shooting around behind her eyes as she traces her tongue over the perfectly-replicated folds of your pussy. There's something so painfully lewd- borderline humiliating- about what she's doing that makes her even more wet.
She loves it, she loves it so much and she's pumping the dildo even faster, her hips bucking as she sucks on "your" clit, eyes rolling back as she swears she can taste you. She can practically hear you cooing her ear, calling her a good girl while your hand strokes over her ass-
Oh, but you are cooing in her ear. And your hand's drifted down to the cock between her legs, taking control and slowing the pace down until she was whimpering. Big, strong Sevika, whimpering.
"Shhh, baby, it's okay, I'm here. Keep eating that little toy of yours out, keep being good."
The little moan of submission she gives shoots straight up your spine, and it takes all of your willpower not to fuck her silly with the dildo. You keep pumping it slowly, bottoming out with each stroke just to hear that restrained whimper in the back of her throat.
Sevika looked so good when you stepped into the bedroom, hips rutting against your pillow as she fucked into herself, face buried in your pussy. She was consumed by you, and it drove you absolutely insane.
You appreciate getting to see from a different angle how she looks when she eats you out. It's so clear that she's eating you out for her own pleasure (the fuckin' brat) rather than your own, as she practically makes out with the fleshlight.
Against all rationale, you're almost jealous. Then you remember, you're in charge.
"Enough of that. Lay on your back." And then, you're climbing up to sit on her pretty face (not without giving her a proper hello kiss first, ofc), leaning over her with a broken moan to continue fucking her with the dildo.
You'd think she hadn't had a proper meal in days with how loudly she moans into your pussy. Her hands clamp down on your hips, pulling you down to smother her face. And suddenlyโฆ you're not nearly as in charge as her tongue is.
"B-babyโฆ please, wait, it's so much, oh!" You're whimpering as you rest your forehead on her stomach, your wrist lazily pumping the dildo in and out of her. It's funny how quickly that wicked tongue can break your more dominant spirit.
She won't stop suckling on your clit, muttering "so good, so sweet" in that fucked-out tone of hers that lets you know Sevika's gone. All that's in her place are her whims, all of which have to do with having you in her mouth.
She's pulling your third orgasm of the night out of you, which at that point your throat is raw from screaming and begging for more. You rapidly tap on her thigh, squeaking out a high-pitched string of "please"'s that cause her to release you with a pop.
That puppy-eyed look is back as you two readjust, with you laying back on the bed and her bracketed between your legs. "Was that good?" She asks, her mind still hazy, and sinking back into her subspace as you massaged her scalp.
"So good, Sevi," you praised. She smirked pridefully, dipping down between your legs to give your pussy a kiss. She laughs softly when your hips buck, and you push her face back with a whine.
"The real thing's still better," she says, reaching up to grasp one of your hands as her languid, loving kisses branched out.
sneaky peaky (a playlist will accompany the chapters too)
So thereโs this idea that I had for an x reader fanfiction, but I have no idea who I want to write it for. To give you a small description, it was going to be a gothic Victorian style story where readers father is a vampire hunter (a very bad one.) and when he fails to kill (character) he trades reader for his own life. So reader is basically just stuck in this massive old, gothic castle with (character) there is going to be more ofc, but first I need to decide who itโs forโฆ
p2! Pls go read part one as well๐ฉท
a/n: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG. I have an awful procrastination problem and I even tend to re write chapters I donโt like, which only prolongs my writing process. Anyways, I hope your wait was worth it, and thank you for the support!
cw: 18+, smut(doesnโt go that far) and thatโs really it ig.
Thunder shakes the whole apartment, making it difficult for you to sleep. The last couple of days have been rough on you mentally. For some reason, youโve been thinking about your mother and your family. Everythingโs been triggering you lately, and it hasnโt gone unnoticed by Sevika.
So when you appear in her doorway at two am in the morning, she only grunts and pats the space on bed next to her.
โNightmares again?โ She questions. Not feeling like explaining yourself, you meekly nod in response. โSโokayโฆjust stay here with me.โ
Sevika likes moments like this. She likes feeling like you need her. Years of running around the undercity for a cause, only to be under appreciated, and harassed by Jinx. But helping you? Itโs like it was all worth it. She kept putting up with Silco and Jinxโs bullshit for people like you.
โYou knowโฆif you donโt want to, you donโt have to move out so soonโฆ Iโm not here most of the day, so youโre free to stay longer.โ That excuse was terrible, but she hopes youโll believe her anyways. โThanks Sevi..โ Thatโs a new one. โSโno problem bunny rabbit.โ
When youโre finally asleep again, Sevika gets up and lights a cigar. To make sure you donโt inhale any of her bad habits, she goes out on the balcony. Looking out at the twilight, Sevika starts to think. Does she really care about you, or is this all to fulfill some hero complex she has?
When you wake up, Sevikaโs gone. Sheโs probably already at work. The bed smells like her, and a little bit of smoke. Thatโs when you remember: you slept in her bed. You feel hot. Had you cuddled her? You probably looked so pathetic, wanting someone to snuggle like some stupid kid.
You swing your legs over the side of her bed and get up, stepping in something soft. Looking down, you see a pile of her clothes. A tank top, boxers, and socks. What she always sleeps in. You lift the pile, and drop it into the hamper. All except the tank top. It smells like her too. Whiskey, and the distinct smell of cigar smoke.
The sky is unusually blue today. From Sevikaโs balcony, you can see its natural color without any smoke in the way.
Sevikaโs balcony has become a favorite spot of yours. Now, youโre sitting down in a folding chair enjoying a book she bought you the other day. A romance novel to be specific.
Youโve gotten more comfortable in your mind, and skin. Reading no longer opens an old wound like it used to, and youโre less jumpy. This doesnโt mean Sevika calling you โbunny rabbitโ has ceased in the slightest. Itโs grown on you.
Suddenly, a thought strikes you. Ever since youโve gotten here, itโs always take out for dinner. Usually because Sevika gets home too late to cook anything, or maybe because she just doesnโt like to. So today, youโll be cooking.
The whole idea is perfectโฆ Surprising Sevika, your savior, with a nice, home cooked meal. Hopefully sheโs impressed. The thought of her smile, and some words of gratitude make you all giddy. So you get to it. Sevika doesnโt have a lot of groceries in her house, but you find what you can.
Your final ingredient list comes out to some pasta, cheese, milk, butter, and a couple garlic cloves. You could make a nice sauce with these.
And so you do. Halfway through dinner, Sevika comes through the door. Shoot. You think. You really wanted to surprise her with the table set and the kitchen not a mess.
While youโre busy lost in your thoughts about how ruined the surprise is, a pair of arms snakes around your waist from behind. Sevikaโs chin comes to rest on the top of your head. โWhat are you gettin up to? Making me dinner?โ You continue to stir the pot like nothing out of the ordinary just happened.
โyesโฆ itโs just-we always eat takeout so i just thought something homemade would be niceโฆโ
โhmmโฆhavenโt eaten anything homemade in a while..โ Her voice sounds slightly distantโฆ like home cooked meals mean something sentimental to her. She unhands you and turns towards her bedroom.
โIโm gonna go change into something notโฆcovered in blood. Call me when dinners ready.โ You look over your shoulder in surprise. You hadnโt even noticed the blood stains lingering her clothes, and the bruises on her arms and face.
When youโre sitting across from her eating, you notice more little scratches and cuts all over her.. Sheโs not acting hurt or upset at all though. Just eating quietly. โUhmโฆwhat happened to you?โ You question. Her eyes look up to meet yours and she shrugs. โRan into someone todayโฆ I donโt know where you were a couple years ago, but Vanders girl.. the older one.โ
Sheโs back? You kind of forgot about her after everything that went downโฆ โAnd you fought with her?โ Sevika seems a little frustrated now. โCorrection, she jumped me. In the middle of a game too. Just as I won, I get pummeled across the cheek. Damn bratโฆโ
You canโt help your curiosity. โWhereโd she go?โ Sevika runs a hand through her hair โHell if I know.. she ran away with some enforcer shootin at meโฆโ โoh wowโฆโ is all you can say in response. You examine her face a little more, and before you know it you speak again. โDo you want me to help?โ
โHelp with what, bunny?โ She raises her eyebrow at you. โUhm.. with your injuries. You have a first aid, right?โ She nods. โIf you really want to help I wonโt stop you.โ
โHold still..โ You press the alcohol soaked cotton ball to a scratch on her cheek. โIt stings..โ she keeps flinching and turning away. โI know but I gotta clean them! You lean forward in an effort to reach her better. โJust stay stillโฆโ Sevika then chuckles. Her hand finds its way to the top of your head and she messes with your hair. โ I feel so special. My very own personal nurse.โ The way sheโs looking at you makes your heart flutter.
โyeah uh.. I guess I am!โ Sevika suddenly pushes against you and sits up, gently holding your wrist to stop you from tending to her. โYou have no clue the affect youโve had on me, bunny. If not for you, Iโd probably be smoking a blunt and getting drunk off my ass.โ You canโt speak. Sheโs so close.
โI want to do something to return thatโ She sounds so sincere. Your voice returns โletting me live here is really enough! Cooking for you and helping you out is just thanks for that.โ She shakes her head. โMaybe, but I feel like youโve done more for me than I have for you.โ A silence fills the small space between you. Sevikaโs grip on your wrist tightens slightly. She lowers you down slowly, pinning you down by the wrists. โUhm.. so do you need help with another bruise? Or..โ
She kisses you. Youโre caught off guard even though you expected it. you donโt resist though, and kiss her back. Sheโs holding your wrist above your head while her mechanical arm holds you tight against her. โSev..โ is all you can get out when you part before she kisses you again.
After around five minutes of just making out, she finally stops. The both of you are catching your breath. โSuch a pretty girlโฆโ Sevika murmurs affectionately, brushing a stray piece of hair from your face. โYouโre not moving out any time soon baby.โ Youโre in Sevikaโs bed again that night. Not because of any nightmare, but because she carried you here right after you finished patching her up. Sheโs lying on top of you, human hand caressing your cheek, mech hand lifting your shirt. Sheโs kissing you slowly, occasionally opening her eyeโs to look at you.
โSo prettyโฆwanna make you mineโฆโ her lips trail down to your neck, sucking on the skin and leaving it a dark purplish-red color. โSevโฆโ is all you manage to say before she latches onto your right nipple. A whine slips from your lips, and her eyes meet yours. An almost mischievous glint appears in her eyes. She has experience with this. You remember your conversation about the brothel.
She shows your other breast some attention before lowering herself between your legs. โSev?โ She stopped moving. She looks back at you with a concerned look on her face. โAre youโฆokay with this?โ You nod. โSorryโฆI shouldnโt have.โ She gets up and puts a cigar between her lips, looking for a lighter.
โWe donโt have to stopโฆ I wanna keep going.โ She looks back at you with the unlit cigar hanging from those lips you wanted back so badly. โIt justโฆfeels wrong. Youโre vulnerable, and I donโt want to take advantage of that.โ
โyouโre not! I love you too..โ โDonโt say thatโฆโ She sighs, and sits back down on the bed. โI never had time for an actual relationship with anyone..I want to do this right for you. Not just casual sex like Iโm used to.โ You sit up, pulling your shirt down and leaning on her shoulder. โI havenโt had a lot of relationships either. Being homeless never gave me a lot of free time.โ
She chuckles and pulls you closer. โGuess weโre both just figurinโ things out huh? Weโll just figure it out together.โ You sleep in her arms that night. Things didnโt go any further, but you couldnโt be happier.
Sevika, meanwhile, was feeling conflicted. Is she just taking advantage of the fact that you look up to her so much? Sheโs not good when it comes to love. So how can she be genuine for you? Maybe this is all some fantasy she has, and once she sleeps with you sheโll stop caring.
Sevika was even surprised with herself. She knew sheโd had some commitment issues, but she didnโt know itโd be this bad. Sheโs terrified to commit, because what if what she has with you isnโt even real love? What if itโs only lust?
โSev?โ Your sleepy voice snaps her out of it. โUh- yeah?โ She looks towards you. โI love you.โ She sighs. โI love you too.โ Sevika almost feels bad. She sees how your eyes shine when they look at her, or every attempt from you to gain her approval. She wants to love you just as much. All she knows is that she would give her life for you. The beacon of light in her dreary life.
Maybe she can love you.
just as much.
Not sure if you guys wanted to be tagged, but I wanted yโall to know my slow ass finally posted part two
@lift-heavy-be-gay @adora-moonshine
โ๏ฝกหเญจเญงห๏ฝกโ. โข New parent Sevika who always makes sure youโre feeling okay ever since you gave birth. Sheโs taken over almost all the chores, and has become a lot more protective of you.
โขNew parent Sevika who loves to hold the baby, and also likes to talk to it. Nothing in particular, but sometimes when you sneak up on her, youโll catch her telling the baby about her day or how to play cards like a pro.
โขNew parent Sevika who will always take care of the baby if it wakes up at night. She never leaves you to do it. If she thinks youโre still asleep, you may even catch her singing. She has a nice, smooth voice. Definitely an alto.
โขNew parent Sevika who tries to teach the baby your name. As much as sheโd like it to say hers, she prefers seeing your tired face smile even for a little bit.
โขNew parent Sevika who quits smoking after the baby comes around. Maybe sheโs concerned that itโll breath in something, but you havenโt seen a cigarette since.
โขNew parent Sevika who doesnโt mind changing diapers, bathing, or feeding the baby when you donโt feel up to it.
โขNew parent Sevika who is there for you when your emotions take control. She sits with you when you cry, takes the baby when youโre overwhelmed, and lets you have your space if thatโs what you need. She will be checking on you though.
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nsfw (not really? Just some lewder things)
โขNew parent Sevika who loves your breasts even more now. She likes the way they swell up with milk for her offspring. With your permission, she loves to suck on them herself.
โขNew parent Sevika who helps you pump too. She didnโt like the machine, and insisted that she do it by hand. Itโs very intimate, and sometimes results in long kisses and more fondling.
โขNew parent Sevika who, when youโre physically able to, is so so so gentle during sex now. Like sheโs scared sheโll hurt you. Sheโs constantly asking if you feel good or if you feel any pain.
โขnew parent Sevika who over the course of your pregnancy till now, has developed a breeding kink. Almost all dirty talk is about having another kid, or milking you.
Spoil Of War follows you, the queen of a fallen nation becoming a concubine for Ambessa. It is an AU where Ambessa is queen of Noxus. Comment โ๐ก๏ธโ to be tagged when itโs done!
Sevika x fem!reader
cw: homelessness, implied off page parental abuse, alcohol, sort of suicidal thoughts? Reader is underweight and trying to gain more, so if weight is a sensitive subject steer clear!
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND AVOID IF ANYTHING IS TRIGGERINGโค๏ธ
This was it. You were dying. You probably should feel sad, vengeful, or desperate to cling to life, but you just didnโt. At least dying would remove you from the miserable existence that is life.
Homeless, starving, and dirty, youโve just been rotting away on the streets of Zaun. Even in your final moments, you canโt even look up at the sky for some comfort. You only see smog, neon, and more desolate buildings.
You canโt help but grin. This is pathetic. Youโre pathetic. As you finally close your eyes, something or someone interrupts your pitiful death. โHey. You alright?โ You open your eyes. Someone is looming over your cadaverous form, and they squat down next to you.
โI have water if you want.โ Itโs a woman. She looks stern, but thereโs a hint of concern in her face. โI want to die.โ Is all you mutter out. She sighs, digs in her pocket, and takes out a cigarette. After lighting it, she sits down next to you. โI get it. I used to think I did too. Watching my home, and the people who live here get trapped in situations like yours..โ
โIโm not looking for sympathy.โ You say dryly. โThatโs fineโฆ But Itโs not..I canโt just walk away knowing youโll be dead by tomorrow.โ You cautiously peek at her. โWhy? I donโt know you. And Iโm sure you donโt go around saving every homeless nobody.โ She takes a drag. โYouโre right. I donโtโฆ but maybe I should. Its them Iโm fighting for anyways..โ
Fighting for? What is this lady talking about?โฆYou brush it off and speak again. โwhat are you gonna do with me?โ โHold stillโฆโ Before you can even comprehend it, She lifts you up and starts walking. Youโre too weak to even protest, and let the rhythm of her footsteps lull you to sleep.
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You wake up on a tattered looking couch covered by a soft blanket. Somethingโs strange. Youโre wearing a large t-shirt, your skin is clean, and your hair is damp. Have you been bathed? Youโre still nearly skin and bones, but you feel a lot better. The apartment youโre in smells of smoke and stale air. Like whoever lives in it doesnโt live in it too often.
Thereโs a small paper on a coffee table in front of you. It has writing on it, and looks like it was left for you to read. Bold of the author to assume you had enough of an education to read. You did, but only because of your mother. She hated you now. Being reminded of her only caused more pain, so you avoided anything related to her. That included reading.
Nevertheless, you pick up the note and read
Hey, whatever your name is. I donโt mind you crashing at my place since you seem pretty harmless. Iโm Sevika, and yes I did give you a bath, no, I didnโt do anything to you. I couldnโt have you smelling like shit and laying all over my stuff. Eat whatever you want, stay out of my closet, and Iโll be back by evening. Iโll know if you fucked around with anything.
Sevikaโs handwriting is surprisingly pretty for her reputation around here. In your delirious state, you hadnโt realized that it was her you were talking to. Silcoโs guard dog, the Scary Lady, or Murder Machine. You heard all of those less than favorable names referring to her.
But here you were, in her shirt, sleeping on her couch, and being invited to stay till you picked yourself up. What had caused such a random change in her character? Unless sheโs just a nice woman and everyone else has her all wrong, this is pretty uncharacteristic. Maybe you looked so pathetic she pitied you.
That evening came fast. The door opening and slamming shut made you freeze mid fridge-raid. โYouโre upโฆโ Is all Sevika says as she strides over to you. With a half eaten apple in your hand, you canโt find any words for her. โNot talking anymore? Thatโs fine. Can I at least know your name?โ Your name feels strange and unfamiliar coming from your lips. You havenโt said it in ages. When your priority is just to survive, names arenโt really important.
โAlright. If you want, I can order you something when I pick up my takeout.โ Sheโs giving you dinner now too? You nod eagerly before you even notice. Your stomach growls obnoxiously. โSorryโฆโ you mutter. She doesnโt reply, and just goes to sit on the couch.
Dinner is awkward. Youโre sitting across from her, while trying not to wolf down the greasy, delicious, fat filled burger in front of you. Sevika is wearing reading glasses while combing through an array of documents. Every so often, her eyes look over you just to see what youโre doing.
Once youโve fed yourself enough to slow down, you try and break the silence. โSo uhmโฆwhy are you doing this? Youโre not exactly known around for being charitableโฆโ Sevika lifts her gaze and takes off her reading glasses. Sheโs not looking in your direction when she responds. โI guess I justโฆyouโฆreminded me of someone. Someone from a long time ago.โ
What kind of response is that? โAnd the whole reason I do what I do is to help people like you.โ She has a voice that grounds you. Thereโs no feeling uncertain around such a confident woman. โBut donโt go getting any ideas. This doesnโt mean you can just do whatever you want.โ Youโre still confused. Why you? Why today?
That night, youโre sleeping on the couch. Sevika is confidently sleeping in her bed, snoring like a freight train. She knows you wouldnโt dare try anything, given her reputation for breaking limbs. When sleep finally comes, your dreams turn to nightmares. Violent nightmares calling you back to your past. Normally, shivering in a cardboard box would keep them at bay.
You see your mother on that day. screaming at you with enraged purple eyes, trembling, with purple scars crawling all over her body. It took everything from you. Your life, your mother, your homeโฆYou wake up in a cold sweat, crying out and wiping tears from your face. Everythingโs spinning and you let out a weak whimper. Suddenly, thereโs a hand on your back, rubbing in firm circles.
โYouโre alrightโฆnot out there in the rain anyways..โ Itโs Sevika. sheโs trying her best to comfort you, but you can tell itโs not something sheโs used to doing. You donโt even care. You bury your face in her chest and hug her close, crying and gasping from the awful memory.
Sevika is frozen. she seems unsure of what to do with you. One hand rests on your head, and her bionic arm finds your back. โNot so blunt nowโฆSorry. Too soon.โ She remarks. You center yourself, and pull back from her feeling a little embarrassed. โSorry I woke youโฆโ โ Sโalright.โ
She sits there with you on the couch until you fall back asleepโฆ
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Itโs been one week since you first arrived at Sevikaโs apartment. Youโve gained a little weight back, but the nightmares still terrorize you. Sevikaโs picked up on the way you flinch when startled, or how uncomfortable you get when she smokes weed or drinks heavily.
Itโs clear to her that you have a negative history with substances, so she starts to limit her alcohol when youโre around, and sheโll only smoke on the balcony. Youโre worried that youโre being a burden to her. One night, you see her smoking on the balcony, and step outside with her.
She doesnโt say anything, but raises an eyebrow as her way of asking: โWhatโs up?โ You lean your elbows on the railing. โYou knowโฆ you donโt have to change your lifestyle for me. Letting me just be here even though Iโm a stranger is enough.โ Sevika takes a drag. โHere in the undercity, itโs important that we stick together. You needed help, so I decided to help you. Iโm not going to pry into your damage, but if cutting back on my bad habits makes you more comfortable, Iโm fine with that.โ She smiles, and faces you. โBesides, having a pretty girl for a roommate ainโt so bad, bunny rabbit.โ
You canโt even focus on the fact that she just called you pretty. โBunny rabbit?โ She chuckles. โYouโre skittish as hell. Mโscared youโll just faint from shock one of these days.โ Sheโs not wrong about that. Youโre used to always needing to be on high alert. Every sound could mean danger.
You only feel more guilty. โSorryโฆโ your voice cracks embarrassingly. Sevikaโs smile drops and she looks over at you. โOh- Iโm sorry. Didnโt mean to hurt your feelings... No use feeling bad about it. Letโs just work on getting better, mโkay?โ She presses her cigarette to the railing to out it, and puts one hand on your shoulder, leading you back inside. โLetโs go to bed, itโs late.โ
As time goes by, you start to bond with Sevika. Sheโll come home, tell you all about her day, eat dinner with you, and talk until you fall asleep. The nightmares ease too. If you do have one, sheโs right there to tell you that everythingโs okay.
One afternoon, Sevika gets back early with a shopping bag. You get up off of the couch to greet her. โSevika? Whatโs that?โ She smirks, and pulls out a pretty dress with spaghetti straps. โSince you came along, I havenโt been to the Last Drop in a while. So, I thought you might wanna come with.โ You take the dress from her and admire it. โSevikaโฆ itโs so pretty! But I donโt knowโฆ I havenโt been to a bar.โ She puts a reassuring hand on your shoulder. โYouโll be fine with me. Trust me. As long as everybody knows youโre with me, youโre safe.โ
So, you decide to go with her. When you were getting dressed, Sevika spotted you looking at yourself nervously in the mirror. โHeyโฆ is it too much? I didnโt really know what youโd likeโฆโ you turn to her. โNo itโs pretty! Iโm justโฆ not used to this.โ Sevika goes into her closet and comes back, draping a leather jacket over your shoulders. โYou can have this for tonight if it makes you more comfortable.โ
You feel your face heat up. โโฆthank you.โ She smiles, and pats your shoulder. โNo problem bunny rabbit.โ The whole walk to the Last Drop, Sevika keeps you close. She glares at anyone who even looks in your direction, and yells threats back at cat-callers. When you finally reach the place, she opens the door for you. โLadies first.โ You smile. โYouโre a lady too yโknow.โ She rolls her eyes playfully.
You werenโt sure what to expect at the bar. Sitting next to Sevika while she throws snide comments at the other card players definitely wasnโt it. Sheโs winning big time though. Laughing and squeezing your shoulder every time she sweeps another pile of chips her way.
Around an hour later, Sevika is definitely tipsy, but her instincts are sharp as ever. For some reason, more people keep coming to play against her even though she canโt stop winning. This next game looks especially tough. For a moment, you think itโs finally over before she reveals her winning deck. Her opponents jaw drops. Sevika lets out a booming laugh and just pulls you onto her lap like youโre the prize.
โThought I was in trouble there, didnโt chya, cutie?โ She laughs again while you register being seated on her muscular thigh. The other players mutter curses and storm off. โWasnโt that fun? You didnโt drink any though.โ Her large hand caresses your waist.
โI donโt like alcohol.โ You respond curtly. Sevika lets you get off of her before she grabs the large sack of her winnings. โLetโs head home. Yeah? sweet thing?โ Youโre surprised at how casual sheโs being with you. Maybe itโs the alcohol, but the Sevika youโve heard about isnโt nice and flirty in the slightest.
When you finally arrive at the apartment, Sevika crashes on the couch instantly. She seems like the type to be able to hold her alcohol, but she was being a little excessive today. After all that, youโre tired too. You take off the dress she gave you and slip on one of her shirts. Climbing back onto the couch, you snuggle against her human arm, and let sleep take you.
You wake up slowly. the sunshine is filtering in the room through the window. Sevikaโs arm is draped over you like a blanket. Itโs heavy. Given your current state, youโre not strong enough to move it. Not that youโd want to anyways. Sevika is usually up earlier than you. Perhaps sheโs got a hangover.
With a big yawn, Sevika finally wakes up. She doesnโt say anything to you, despite the rather intimate sleeping arrangement. She stands up, ruffles your hair, and goes to turn on her coffee machine. โYou couldโve taken the bed.โ She finally says from across the apartment.
โIโฆdidnโt want to.โ Is all you can think to say. Sevika walks towards the couch again and plops down next to you. โWhy not?โ Her gray eyes stare unyielding into your own. โโฆjust didnโt wanna.โ You dont want to admit that you wanted to be on the couch with her. You havenโt known each other for very long. Not long enough to cuddling like youโd known her for years. โOkay, bunny rabbit..โ
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Sevika was already kind to you before, but now sheโs treating you like a pet. When she goes to the store, you know sheโs coming back with something for you. Whether itโs a candy, new clothes, or just something she thinks youโd like.
She starts to touch you more too. She says itโs to โhelp you get used to it.โ But every time she brushes her hand against your cheek or holds you by your waist, your heart flutters.
Youโve been living with Sevika for over a month now. Standing on her scale, you wait nervously to see your weight. Healthy. Still some way to go, but youโre not skin and bone anymore. Your cheeks look a little fuller, your skin a little more smooth, and thereโs a glimmer again in your eyes.
The door slams shut, making you nearly jump out of your skin. Itโs Sevika, but she doesnโt call for you like normal. Curiously, you exit the bathroom to see whatโs happened. Sheโs standing with her hands pressed against he counter, hackles raised, and her muscles are tensed. โSev?โ You approach her and place a hand on her shoulder blade.
โHey bunnyโฆโ She finally acknowledges you. She speaks to you in a soft, low voice that makes your breath catch in your throat. โSorry if I scared yaโฆKnow how you are. Today was justโฆFuck, bunny. I donโt feel like chatting about it.โ She pulls you in a hug. Itโs sudden, but not unwelcome.
โYou donโt have to talk if you donโt want toโฆโ you say to her. She sighs, goes over to the couch, and takes off her arm. โComeโere.โ You join her on the couch and she pulls you closer with her right arm. โYou knowโฆthings have been better roundโere since you showed up.โ โReally?โ She smiles at you, running her human hand through your hair. โYeahโฆ if I didnโt have you, Iโd probably be de-stressing in some other awful way.โ You raise an eyebrow at the vague response. โLike what?โ
A teasing grin forms on her face. โI dunno.. maybe by beating up some thugs or even a couple sessions at Babetteโs.โ Your face contorts into one of shocked surprise. Sevika notices and chuckles. โYeah I get around, bunny.โ
There was no doubt in your mind that it wasnโt true. After all, sheโs an incredibly handsome woman. Broad muscular shoulders, and a face that could make your heart melt and your blood run cold depending on its expression. You sometimes fantasized that there could be something more with her, but demeaning thoughts told you that you were only a charity case for her.
She couldnโt truly care about you, because nobody ever did. Sevika notices the sudden shift in your expression. โHey bunnyโฆ you alright?โ โYeahโฆIโm fine.โ She senses you donโt want to be questioned further, and leaves back into her seat. โIf you need something, Iโm here. Kay?โ
You nod, pushing away the thoughts of your yearning, and self hatred, opting to enjoy some peace for the first time in a while.
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Sevika x fem! Y/n: broken marriage angst
part 1
a/n : in reality, I can never see Sevika treating her S/O like this, but Iโm a sucker for angst so here this is anyways.
contains: swearing, alcohol abuse, minor pushing and shoving, smoking, maybe manipulation? Idk. If youโre uncomfortable with any of this, please stay away for your own comfort! โค๏ธ
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The rain comes down hard against the shaking windows of your apartment in Zaun. Youโre sitting up, waiting on the return of your wife, Sevika. She was meant to be home a while ago, but you try not to worry. Despite that, the anxiety that somethingโs wrong this time lingers in your mind.
Sheโs usually late to come home since sheโs now Silcoโs right hand, and is a lot busier than she used to be. You canโt say you entirely agree with Silco and Sevika, but this job seems to mean a lot to her, so you let any opinions you have go.
The clock strikes againโฆ itโs been an hour, and no Sevika. You know that somethingโs up for sure, but what can you do? Thereโs no way youโd last long alone in Zaun past midnightโฆ You try to stay up longer, but you feel sleep pulling your eyelids shut and attempting to quiet your worried mindโฆ
Defeated, you sleepily make your way to the bed you share with Sevika, crawling onto it before collapsing where sheโd usually sleep. You canโt help but smell her on the pillows, the blankets, and the sheets. You decide youโll head straight to Silcoโs base the very next morning to find herโฆ if she isnโt back by thenโฆ
The faint sunlight filters its way through your halfway drawn blinds. Reaching out, you search for the familiar warmth of your wife, but she still isnโt there. Sitting up immediately, you pull on some clothes, grab a pocket knife, and leave to search for her on your own.
When you finally reach Silcoโs place, most of his guards and goons move out of your way. Sevika has always made it clear that youโre with her, and the consequences of your mistreatment wonโt be pretty, whether sheโs your coworker or not. โSev? Are you here?โ You call out nervously. Thereโs still no sign of her. You slowly make your way to Silcoโs door, cracking it open before pushing it out of the way. Sevika is completely knocked out on the couch.
Your hand goes to your mouth in shock as your eyes wander towards the bandaged bloody stump where her arm used to be. You feel light headed. You might puke, but you steel yourself, and instead focus on her face. โSev! Are you okay? What happened?!โ You say. You donโt shake her, since you think that might hurt her. You press your ear to her chest and breath a sigh of relief when you not only hear her heart pumping, but feel the slow rise and fall of her chest that you missed the night before.
โSheโll liveโฆโ A sickeningly familiar voice says from behind you. Whirling around, startled by the intrusion, you see that itโs only Silco. He doesnโt look so good himself eitherโฆ Not that he ever did to you anyways. โWhat happened!?โ You demand, trying to hide the obvious tremor in your voice. โA plan.. I canโt tell you everything, but Vanderโs girl was causing some trouble, and there wasโฆan explosion..โ
He walks around the room till he reaches his desk, sitting down in the large chair. โYour..partner, SevikaโฆShe defended me.. probably saved my life. In exchange for wellโฆI think you can tell.โ Youโre aware of what has been going on the past couple of days. The explosion in piltover, the enforcers running around looking for the suspects, but you have no idea how this is related at all. All you want is for Sevika to wake up and tell you everythingโs okay like normal.
โUgghโฆ.shit..โ Wish granted. Sevikaโs eyes flutter open and she looks around. Itโs clear sheโs not really there, but you canโt help rushing back to her side. โSev itโs me! A-are you okay? How do you feel!?โ She looks at you strangely, before muttering a curse and going back to sleep. Kind of anti-climactic.
โWe had a doctor stop by. Sheโs on a lot of medication right now, but she should be okay, given Iโm giving her two months off..โ She just lost her arm.. Only two months!? You think to yourself. However; โOkay..โ is how you respond. All you can do is stare down at your wife, who merely furrows her eyebrows in her sleep.
Itโs been some time since the accident. Sevika is back home, and has been for about a week now. Recently, sheโs been less affectionate, but youโve brushed it off as stress, or her getting used to her new disability.
Despite this, youโre trying to be the most supportive wife you can possibly be. One afternoon, you spot her struggling to eat with a spoon. Her left hand was her dominant one after allโฆ You go over to help her, lifting the spoon to her lips and smiling. โHey. Itโs alright I can help you.โ She glares at you. โI donโt need your helpโฆ Iโm not a kid.โ You sigh, trying to be patient with her. โI knowโฆbut just let me help you right now.โ Sevika has never been good at accepting help. She always wants to do things on her own. Itโs a quality you find equally endearing, and annoying at times.
โI know that-well, things are going to be different for you from now on. This is all going to take some getting used to, but please, let me help you for now.โ You plead with her. Her eyes soften momentarily, before looking away from you with a grunt. She begrudgingly takes the spoon in her mouth, allowing you to help her eat.
Despite some moments of tenderness, things are still pretty rough. Sheโs drinking a lot more than usual, and completely brushing you off when you try to talk to her about it. One night, you wake up to the loud sound of the TV in the living room. Sevika isnโt next to you.
You get up and head out the bedroom door, finding her drinking what looks like her third beer, and watching some crap on the TV. โWhatโs with that look, baby~?โ She asks with a drunken slur. โYouโre drinking againโฆYouโve already had a lot today.โ You say, walking over and sitting down next to her. You hold her remaining hand with your own. โAh fuckโฆJust get off my backโฆโ She groans, rolling her eyes at you. โSev, I just-all this drinking canโt be good for you. I know loosing your arm is rough, but this isnโt the solution! Just please come to bed with me.โ You beg her. For a moment her eyebrows raise, before she scowls at you. She roughly shoves you off of her. โI didnโt ask for your fucking opinion on how iโm dealing with my own shit. Not yours.โ She spat. Sevika swears all the time. She has the mouth of a sailor, but this time it feels different. Like the feeling you had when waiting for her to come home that night. A sinking feeling in your stomach telling you something is wrong. Fighting back tears, you stand up and return to bed.
Itโs after one a.m. Sevika still hasnโt come to bed. The TV is off now. Is she asleep? You grip your wedding ring tightly. As you twist it around your finger, you assure yourself that this will all brush over. She just needs timeโฆsheโll come aroundโฆshe still loves meโฆitโll be okayโฆ
You jolt awake at the sound of heavy footsteps and the bed bouncing as Sevika plops down. You feel her calloused hand snake around your waist, and pull your back flush against her chest. Her chin comes to rest on the top of your head, and she finally speaks. โHeyโฆIโm sorryโฆโ She sounds remorseful. Drunk for sure. Sevika is usually good at holding her alcohol. Must have drank a lot tonightโฆ
โI shouldnโt be mean to youโฆ I love youโฆ you know that right?โ She presses a kiss to the top of your head. The first one in a while. It stings a bit that itโs not when sheโs sober. โYeahโฆ I know.โ You mutter. Sevika mumbles on โ Iโm sorry baby. I donโt deserve someone as pretty and sweet as you. I donโt know why you wanted to be with an old lady like meโฆโ She squeezes you tighter. Sevika is only thirty three, but she calls herself old all the time. The usual ramblings of a drunk Sevika. You fall asleep that night in her arms. Till youโre not. The morning leaves you alone in the bed. After getting up, you notice Sevika isnโt home. You wait all afternoon until she finally comes through the door. โOh, hey babe.โ She says. โ Sev, where were you so early?โ You ask, noticing the red cape draped over where her left arm was. โ Silcoโs place. He called me over and, wellโฆ Iโm getting a prosthetic.โ She doesnโt seem too thrilled.
โThatโs great!โ You rush to her side, urging her to sit down. Sheโs still a bit tense. โIs something wrong?โ You ask. Sheโs averting your gaze. โLook I justโฆyouโฆfuck. Never mind.โ She stands up and lights a cigarillo. Something she never used to do around you.
Sevikaโs new arm will definitely take some getting used to. Youโre not too sure about the shimmer aspect of it, but she seems pleased with it. โIโll be back to work with this soon.โ She says one night while youโre cooking dinner. โAwwโฆIโll miss having you at home, Sev.โ You say it like itโs a joke, but you really will miss her. โYeah? I donโt know why. Iโve been a total bitch recently.โ She remarks. โI still will. These past weeks have been hard, so I understand.โ She frowns, leaning her elbows on the counter. โYouโre just gonna let me get away with that? Wonder what else youโd put up withโฆโ
And so, Sevika is back to work. You barely see her. Leaving early in the morning, and coming back either late into the night, or the early hours of the morning. Youโre not sure if all of it is work thoughโฆ Sometimes, sheโll come back with loads of cash. Sevika has always been a gambler, but it may be getting out of hand now.
Other times, sheโll come home scuffed up from another one of Silcoโs โerrands.โ She wonโt let you tend to her like she used to. You were hoping your relationship would go back to how it was now that things are mostly back to normal, but you only seem to be getting more distant. Itโs been one week. One whole week since youโve seen your wife. She told you this mission would be a long one, and โdonโt expect to see me around soon.โ Before just leaving. You miss the goodbye hugs and soft kisses, and the sweet nothings sheโd leave you with.
One night the door slams open, waking you with a little yelp. โJust me.โ You hear her yell from the doorway. Getting up, you rush to greet Sevika with a big hug. She stiffens, but merely rubs your head in response. โI missed youโฆโ You mumble into her shirt, which smells of smoke, and blood. โIsnโt that cute?โ She chuckles, something you havenโt heard in the longest time.
Everything is strange now. Moments like these feel off. Sheโs kind to you, sweet and loving, before suddenly becoming cold and distant again. Is this good? Is it bad? No marriage is going to be perfect everyday, but these ups and downs are confusing you. Nevertheless, you savor the rare moment of tenderness.
That morning, you wake up with a smile on your face. Today is Sevikaโs day off. Your mind is brimming with ideas of what you could do today. Maybe you can go to the market together, or do some baking, or possibly something else youโve been missing from herโฆ Shaking the lewd delusion from your head, you get up to go find Sevika. To your surprise, sheโs putting on her shoes and adjusting her red poncho over her new arm. โWhere are you going?โ You ask meekly. Your voice betraying the slightly sad mood youโve found yourself in. โOut.โ Is all she says. She doesnโt even look over her shoulder at you. Deciding not to let this moment go to waste, you tackle her in a tight hug, feeling her warm body against yours, along with the ice cold metal of her arm.
โGet the hell offโa me!โ Her voice raises slightly, pushing you away, and knocking you off of her. โI- Iโll be back soon.โ She looks regretful for just a moment, before leaving without another word.
For a moment you canโt even move. Just standing there looking shocked as ever. Sheโs never been so secretive. So aggressive or impulsive. You feel tears sliding down your cheeks before you can even try and stop them. But thereโs also a ball of anger and pain in your stomach. You canโt say anything except for a little gasp.
You desperately touch the wedding ring around your finger like itโs a lifeline. โFrom the fanciest place I could find.โ Is what she told you that day. Her eyes trained on yours like you were the only thing in her world. You certainly were not now.
A/n : Hello! Thanks so much for reading part one. I plan to keep this as a series, and any form of critique or suggestions are welcome!
-Elena
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around nine oโclock, she woke up from an impromptu nap. the first thing she did was check her phone. there wasnโt much but a text from her sister two hours ago.
hey, can you come over when youโre free and watch noah for me? iโm going out for the night.
she tried calling her sister to see if she still needed to come over but got no response.
odd.
ten minutes later, she was out the door. promptly sending her girlfriend a text letting her know she probably wouldnโt be home until morning, she set off to see her nephew.
the drive was short. the whole way there, she wondered why her sister didnโt answer the phone. had she already left? if so, did she have someone else to watch noah? if she did, why didnโt she say something?
as she pulled onto her sisterโs street, she was able to see the police cars and the ambulance in her sisterโs driveway.
as she came to an abrupt stop in front of her sisterโs house, she all but jumped out of her car and ran towards the paramedic carrying her crying nephew.
noah spotted his aunt from where he cried in the manโs arms, his own reached out for her.
the paramedics turned to her as she approached them, stretching an arm out to prevent her from getting any closer.
โare you his mother?โ one of them asked.
she had to talk over the crying boy she desperately wanted to console. she explained that she was his aunt, and that her sister had asked her a few hours to come over to watch him, but she was asleep and unable to see the message.
โweโve been trying to calm him down so he could talk to us, but heโs been inconsolable.โ
โhe doesnโt talk much anyways. my sister was supposed to ask if heโs having, ya know, developmental problems, but she keeps pushing the appointment back. whatโs wrong? where are you taking him?โ
โheโs dehydrated, likely underfed, lord knows what else. we need to get him to the hospital.โ
her heart dropped as she climbed onto the gurney, arms reached out to take hold of her nephew. once he was in her arms, he gripped onto her shirt tightly and continued to cry in her ear.
โoh, i know, baby. you must be so scared. everythingโs gonna be okay, i promise. whereโs your mama, huh?โ
sevika looked down at her phone as it rang.
22:47๏ฟผ
Honey
she put down the cloth she was using to clean her prosthetic and picked up her phone to answer the incoming call.
โhello?โ
โhey, you home?โ
sevika could hear the upset in her loverโs voice, and she didnโt like it one bit.
โyep. sitting here, missing you. you okay?โ
there was a beat of silence before sniffles came from the other end of the line.
โwhatโs wrong, baby? are you hurt? is noah?โ
โitโs noahโฆ they- theyโre keeping him overnight, vika.โ
โwho, honey?โ
โthe hospital. the hospitalโs keeping him and i donโt know where the hell my sister is and i donโt have anything! he doesnโt have his blanket, or- or his rat, or his pacifier! and heโs been so upset so i canโt leave him by himself-โ
โwhat do you need me to do?โ sevika, as she moved to put shoes on, spoke with a firm voice. it wasnโt too often that her girlfriend needed a rock to lean on, but on the occasion that she did, sevika always came through.
โum, could you go to my sisterโs and get some of his things? i donโt know if police are still there, but i donโt want you to have to come here to get my keys and then go there just to come back here.โ
โyou donโt need to worry about that. iโll take care of everything. you just sit tight with noah, okay?โ
โi appreciate you so much, vika. thank you.โ
โno need. you know iโm always here for anything you need. just make sure you take care of yourself for me.โ
โi will. i love you so much, sevika.โ
โlove you too, honey.โ
it was well after midnight when sevika walked into the hospital room after getting some of noahโs things. the halls were mostly empty as she walked through the pediatric unit with one of her duffle bags over her left shoulder and noahโs diaper bag on her right.
as she quietly entered noahโs room, her eyes naturally shifted to the bed where the boy and his aunt laid sleeping.
sevika walked through the room, sitting the bags at the foot of the bed before moving the chair near the window. as she slouched into it, she heard movement coming from the bed.
โyouโre back.โ
the woman laying down spoke softly, her voice raspy with emotion.
โyeah. i got his blanket, a few pair of pajamas, some soft pants, a couple t-shirts, some socks. grabbed a few pacifiers, too.โ
โwhat about-โ
โyes, i got the funny looking rat. i donโt know why he loves that thing so much,โ sevika mumbled the last bit to herself. a laugh sounded from the other side of the room.
โbecause you got it for him, sevi. and he loves everything that has to do with you.โ
โyeah, yeah.โ
sevika watched as her girlfriend ran her fingers through the curls on noahโs head. there was so much love and concern in her eyes as she looked down at her nephew.
โhow is he?โ sevika asked gently. it took a before she got a response.
โas well as he can be. this is the longest heโs been asleep. he keeps waking up upset about the iv. kept trying to take it out, and then heโd cry when i wouldnโt let him. i felt so bad.โ
โyou shouldnโt feel bad about that, honey. he needs the iv,โ sevika tried to offer comfort.
โya know the doctors said there was absolutely no food in his stomach? and- and the police said the neighbor told them she hadnโt seen my sister in days. multiple. she just left home by himself. a two year old, vika. i just talked to her yesterday! how could he be completely alone, helpless for days and his mom isnโt somewhere dead? iโm literally a phone call, a text, a fucking email away! heโs- heโs just a baby.โ
sevika stood from her seated position and moved to console the woman whoโd began to tear up.
โweโre gonna make sure heโs okay, honey, i promise. and when we find your sister, weโre gonna get some answers.โ
it was on day two of noahโs hospital stay that two police officers and a social worker showed up to the boyโs room.
the policemen to let the women know noahโs mom had been found (in a restaurant trash enclosure of all places) and was being charged with child neglect, child abuse, and drug possession.
the social worker to tell them noah was officially a ward of the state as his mother was unfit and his father was unwilling.
โso what do we need to do?โ
โwell, seeing as he has family nearby, we usually check to see if thereโs someone willing and appropriate to be the legal guardian before-โ
โyes. yes, iโm willing. whatever i need to do, iโll do it.โ
after ten days in the hospital, noah was discharged. sevika got the boy changed out of his hospital attire and into some of the clothes she packed for him.
as they exited the hospital, sevika noticed how quiet her partner was. it wasnโt until they reached their apartment that she found out why.
โtalk to me, mama. whatโs going on in that head of yours?โ
โโฆ you know that evaluation they did on him?โ
the pair were perched on the couch. noah sat on the floor in front of them gripping his blanket firmly in one hand, his stuffed rat in the other.
โyeah. all the tests and shit. what about it?โ
โwellโฆ i looked at the paperwork todayโฆโ
โwhatโd it say?โ
the woman sighed heavily before continuing.
โwell for starters, he was born prematurely with neonatal abstinence syndrome and fetal alcohol sydrome. they think thatโs why his development is so off. they also think heโs gonna develop some kind of anxiety after all this and suggest some kind of animal companion.โ
โwhat, like a service dog?โ sevika questioned. if it was whatโs best for the little guy, sheโd do it. but the thought of a mut tearing all her furniture up was not a happy one. her girlfriend nodded.
โhm. okay. iโll look into it. now what else is there? because i can see it in your face; thereโs something you arenโt telling me.โ
โโฆ nonverbal autism.โ
sevika was speechless for a minute.
โthey think he might have it?โ her voice was low as she asked the question.
โthey know he has it. vika, how could he have been suffering all this time and i didnโt know?โ
sevika brought the woman closer with her right arm as her emotions welled up.
โnone of this is on you in any way, alright? up until now, you didnโt have any legal obligation to know any of this stuff. now that we know, weโll make sure heโs taken care of. heโll be okay.โ
as if the boy new they were talking about him, noah turned around and looked at the adults on the couch. his eyes were wide and the pacifier in his mouth bobbed up and down as he suckled on it.
his aunt smiled softly as she reached down to lift him up and place him in her lap.
โwhat are you looking at, huh, baby?โ she smiled at the little boy in her arms. instead of verbally responding, noah cocked his head to side ever so slightly and laughed at her. her smile widened.
sevika watched the interaction take place before leaning in and pressing her lips to the side of her loverโs temple. a pressure on her prosthetic pointer finger pulled her attention away.
she watched as noah squeezed the metal appendage and only intervened when he took out his pacifier and moved to replace it with the finger in his hand.
โthatโs gonna be a no, little man,โ sevika gently pulled her hand from him. the boy pouted at her in return and laid down on his auntโs chest.
yeah. heโs gonna be just fine.
๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ "๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ" ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ. ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ช ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ "๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ?" ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ? ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ? ๐ช ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ป๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ช ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ. ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ด. ๐ช ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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thinking about modern!sevika with a younger gf (she calls her "honey") and they have custody of her gfโs toddler nephew who might be autistic (iโve been thinking abt this for multiple days at this point)
i desperately need more mom!sevika content to consume
might do something abt that idk
โฆ 0409 edit: i did something abt it
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๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ท๐จ๐บ๐ป ๐ป๐ฏ๐จ๐ป ๐ญ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ถ๐พ๐บ ๐๐ถ๐ผ
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐!๐๐
๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
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โง councilor!sevika who loves her wife and daughter more than anything in the world.
โง councilor!sevika who moved her family out of vaun some years after joining the council.
โง councilor!sevika who leaves her office after long days and comes home to her fourteen year old babbling about everything under the sun, and even though she wants nothing more than to lay in bed with her lovely wife and sleep for an eternity, she listens to everything her kid has to say (she might fall asleep during it though).
โง councilor!sevika who is informed during a council meeting that a small explosive went off at the cafe her wife frequented.
โง councilor!sevika who rushes to the hospital, enforcer in tow, giving her all the information they know.
โit looks like the explosive went off just outside the window of the establishment. not too many people were hurt, but iโฆโ
โyou what? spit it out!โ
โiโฆ well i think your wife mightโve gotten the worst of it. i think this mightโve been a targeted attack.โ
โง councilor!sevika who shows up at the hospital demanding to see her wife.
โง councilor!sevika who damn near throws up when the doctors tell her the extent of her wifeโs injuries.
โwhen they found her, the wall had toppled over her. there were shards of glass in her skin from the window. her eardrums were ruptured and she is concussed. her ribs are broken and one of her lungs were punctured. she also has a globe rupture in her right eye. in most cases, those are somewhat easy to fix but iโm not too sure about this one, so i want to perform a vision test when she wakes up. as for her legsโฆโ
โwhat? what about her legs?โ
โwell, as i mentioned before, the wall fell on top of her. the rubble, itโฆ it crushed her legs. just below her upper thigh. honestly, itโs a miracle sheโs alive.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, while she waits, sends a few enforcers to watch her daughter until she can get home.
โง councilor!sevika who sprints when sheโs finally allowed to see her wife.
โง councilor!sevika whoโs heart stops and feet falter when she sees the light of her life hooked up to the countless machines, the upper right half of her face wrapped in bandages and casts on both of her arms. the hospital blanket covers her from the waist down.
โง councilor!sevika who chokes up when her left eye flutters open and round lips part.
โโฆ โvika?โ
โiโm here, doll. iโm right here.โ
โwhereโฆ where's my baby? is sheโฆ is she alright?โ
โi sent some enforcers to watch her at home, she should be just fine.โ
โง councilor!sevika who watches her wifeโs face flash with several emotions.
โwhat do you- what do you mean? why isnโt she here? sheโs not hurt?โ
โwha- what do you mean? wait. was sheโฆ was she with you?โ
โyes, iโฆ i think so? i donโtโฆ iโm not sure. sevika, whereโs my baby?โ
โง councilor!sevika who storms out the room just as the enforcers she sent to her home are running down the corridor toward her looking frantic.
โwe went to your home, councilor. the housekeeper said your daughter left with your wife this morning. she isnโt there.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, for the next week, balances consoling her wife and trying to let the enforcers do their job. so far, all theyโve come to her with is the obvious: this was a targeted attack, someone from vaun was responsible, and her daughter was taken from the scene.
โง councilor!sevika who breaks a little every time she has to tell her wife that they havenโt found their little girl.
โง councilor!sevika who eventually takes it upon herself to find her kid.
โง councilor!sevika who rolls her eyes and glares fiercely at the other council members when they try to talk her out of it.
โcouncilor sevika, we understand your pain, but it is in your best interest to just wait while the enforcers handle this. finding your daughter is priority.โ
โshut the hell up and listen to what iโm saying. iโm telling you this as a courtesy; i am going find the son of a bitch that took my kid and hurt my wife, and i am going to kill them.โ
โง councilor!sevika who ventures into vaun everyday, armed with nothing but a pistol, going to every bar she can find. she knows whoever is dumb enough to pull the shit they pulled is dumb enough to gloat about it in some way, shape, or form.
โง councilor!sevika who walks into a newly renovated bar three days into her own investigating and makes eye contact with the bartender who visibly cowers at the sight of the woman. bingo.
โง councilor!sevika who gets in the bartenderโs face, demanding to know everything they know.
โsomeone hurt my wife and took my kid. tell me what you know.โ
โง councilor!sevika who reaches forward and grab the bartender by the collar of their shirt when they hesitate. she grabs them by the back of their head and pushes them into the bar, their head hitting the surface hard.
โnow.โ
โi- some woman came in. a- a couple days ago! she- she said something about finally uh- about getting her closure! said you killed her brother and- and she was gonna get her lick back! she was mumbling a lot, really drunk! i- i swear thatโs it!โ
โwhere?!โ
โi donโt know! i swear iโve told you everything i know! please!โ
โง councilor!sevika who, two days later sees a flickering light coming from a mostly abandoned building. the same building she spent most of her days.
โง councilor!sevika who takes two steps at a time to get to silcoโs office, ignoring all the memories flooding her mind.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt hesitate to kick the door down just as a woman is bringing a chainsaw down on her daughter who lays tied to silcoโs desk, tears and snot running down her bruised and beaten face.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt even stop to think and just pulls the gun from her waistband and shoots at the woman, the bullet piercing her wrist and causing the electric tool to fall and clatter on the floor.
โง councilor!sevika who stalks over to the woman stumbling away from the desk and grabs her by the hair on her head, dragging her to the clear space in the room.
โง councilor!sevika who slams the woman to the ground, and stares her in the face. all she sees is the anguish thatโd been on her wifeโs face for the past two weeks. and then she sees the fear that was on her daughters face when she barged into the office.
โง councilor!sevika who blacks out as she drives her fist into the womanโs face over and over and over again until she canโt hear the womanโs pleas. and then she continues to punch the woman in the face.
โง councilor!sevika who doesnโt stop until she registers her girl crying for her mama, the woman in front of her no longer even recognizable as a person.
โง councilor!sevika who staggers over to the desk to untie her daughter, face and fist covered in blood that didnโt belong to her.
โง councilor!sevika who is still running on adrenaline, but immediately comes down when her daughter flinches as she approaches her.
โhey, iโm not gonna hurt you. youโre okay, iโm gonna get you home, hon. everythingโs gonna be okay.โ
โง councilor!sevika who has to carry her daughter down the stairs and through vaun because she holds onto her so tightly (realistically she wouldnโt have let her walk even if she wanted to).
โง councilor!sevika who is overcome with so many emotions as she tells her wife that their daughter is safe.
โafter they make sure everything is okay, theyโre gonna move you two into a recovery room together. that way i can keep an eye on both of you.โ
โง councilor!sevika who, as she holds her weeping wife, thinks about the fact that she came this close to losing everything and canโt help but cry into her wifeโs shoulder.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ (*/โ๏ผผ*) ๐บ'๐ข๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ, ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด "๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!" ๐ฃ๐บ @uhlunaro. ๐ช ๐ฉ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ (๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ถ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด 18+). ๐ช ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ค๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฎ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ท๐ช๐ฌ๐ข ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข'๐ฅ. ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฆn๐ซ๐ฐ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด, ๐ฌ? ๐ฃ๐ช๐ช๐ช๐ช (โงโโฆ)/
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