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I really hate when this happens. I have a lot of sketches I would love (and really want) to share.....but my outer shell is not used to letting anyone, no matter how anonymous, see that side of me (well, I guess there is one person....but she worked really hard to see it.) So, While my inner fangirl is like, "But we want people to see how crazy we are!" my outershell is all like, "Not all of us. What if someone decided they hated us for it?" And my fangirl replies, "Wasn't the point of this tumblr to let me out and express this mad part of ourselves despite what anyone may think?" .....and now that I've typed all that out and sorted one part.....how much art in one post, or at one time would be considered spamming?
~A Letter To a Decepticon~
To think…to think I loved you.
Of course I love you…but…
I don’t know how I feel about you anymore.
I miss those optics that looked into my own.
I miss the way you put an arm around me.
I felt so warm.
I miss how your laugh could light up a room.
I miss how tired you were and how you would nestle into me.
I miss having you beneath me.
I want you back.
But yet I can’t.
As a prime I can’t let my emotions & past effect me and my autobots.
But when I look into those optics and see your face.
I wish to see your smile.
I wish to see that passion you showed me that night.
I wish I could hold you.
I wish…I wish I still loved you.