Finally Someone Gets It - Blog Posts

Silver just gives me SpongeBob vibes idk how to explain it…

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

ive come to realise that i dont actually hate kubokai, i just hate the way people write them

it's so interesting to me that some people think that Sophie and Fitz breaking up was ooc. i totally get that perspective but in my opinion I've always thought that Sophie liked Fitz (at first) because he was the first person that looked at her and told her that she belonged (plus Fitz is canonically super attractive too so I'm sure that helps lol). But like imagine you're not just the youngest by far in your grade but also you're constantly hearing everyone's negative thoughts about you? And then one day a handsome guy your age (ish) appears, grabs your hand takes you to a glittery world with castles and tells you that you belong there? Like OF COURSE you'd have a crush on that guy. Eventually their relationship evolved of course, they became friends and then COGNATES but in my (biased sokeefe 4 lifer perspective) Sophie's crush was built off of what Fitz represented rather than what Fitz was. This isn't to say her feelings weren't real or didn't grow deeper or that she didn't see him as a person, but the foundations of which her crush was built off of was flimsy and not representative of who Fitz really was.

I think, perhaps, that perhaps the biggest underlying reason that Sophitz failed is because Sophie, while developing real feelings for Fitz Vacker, never truly lost her infatuation with him. Through everything, she still saw him as very, very perfect. A part of a beautiful world that, as she has realized throughout the series, she also doesn’t belong in. But she wants to, she wants to so bad that she attaches this longing to belong to Fitz. So if Sophie can have Fitz, then she will feel like she belongs more. But deep down she knows that she doesn’t belong, and so that causes her to view Fitz as an elf, yes, but also something god-like that she can never be a part of.

I think Fitz is a really interesting character, and we all have warped perceptions of him since we are viewing him from Sophie’s point of view. He is a lot more insecure, immature, and imperfect than Sophie thinks. I could go on about Fitz and power and status and matchmaking and Sophie's abilities but his projected image of her on a pedestal I think solidifies the point that his perspective of Sophie, or at least the foundation of his feelings for her, wasn't representative of who she actually was too.

music objectum ( is there a name for this ? ) culture is thinking triplets in 4/4 is the most attractive rhythm ever

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My aesthetic

hating school but loving to learn

messy and smudged cursive written in black ink

almost illegible notes

room full of house plants

candles everywhere because ew electric lights

scattered papers all over the floor and desk

owning a bookshelf but half of the books are in piles on the floor

obsessed with David Bowie, Queen and any other rock stars from the 70s

studying with music but the genre of music changes every 10 songs

drinking way too much tea and coffee

sleep?

shelves if trinkets collected from walks (rocks, crystals, bones, dried flowers)

annotating classics with words like "LMAO" and "that's rough buddy"

rereading dead poets society, the secret history and the picture of Dorian Gray a million times

obsessed with astronomy

researching topics and conspiracy theories at 3am

scrolling through TikTok and Pintrest instead or studying

Reading horror books (Lovecraft and Poe)

Only wearing Doc martens and converse cuz they're the only shoes i own

mixing grunge (flannels, ripped jeans, band tees, fishnets) with fancy clothes (grandpa sweaters, collard shirts, dress pants, blazers)

leather jackets covered in pins (bonus points if they're handmade)

loving cryptids and all things supernatural

crimes, sci-fi or horror movies playing in the background while studying

notes covered in doodles

hair constantly being messily pulled back

way too much jewellery

heavy eye makeup (bonus points if slept without taking off)

loving the rain/ dancing in the rain

Mars bars and mint aeros

book pages beside band posters on walls

obsessed with eyes ( but can't make eye contact)

spending cold days at art galleries, museums, and libraries

playing punk rock on guitar and classical music on piano

having the same hairstyle for 3 years

ink and paint covered hands

in love with the moon

talking to the moon and stars

freaking out about failing a test and then getting 100%

Greek Mythology

"Achilles was a bottom"

sleeping with 10 blankets

crying about dead historic figures in the middle of the night

using halloween decorations as everyday decorations

POMEGRANTE

justice for pluto

protesting women's and lgbtq rights

ranting about the issues of misogyny in ancient greece

coffee stained paper

finding random things in pockets

singing songs in different languages but not knowing what the lyrics mean

chipped nail polish

A bowl of used matches

billford to me is like. i enjoy this the same way people enjoy psychological horror. they are a trainwreck and how did things get this fucking bad . and the characters that are involved are just such compelling characters that the disastrous apocalyptic divorce just. it works