Chaos' Journal - Blog Posts

iim... back?

heyyy guys... sorry I havent gotten to any asks recently . uh . .. . . my cat died lol

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anyways I'll try to write more!!! I need motivation ☹☹

Sooo sorry that last fic took so long to come out!! Havent had a lot of motivation recently but im trying to power through!!

just incase anyone was wondering, I currently have two steve-o fics and one bam fic otw!! :)

keep a lookout for bam smut ;)

why does bam look so slut in this oh my god

I still have no asks PLEAAAASE give me ideas for bam and steve-o pls I beg

HIIIII so ive had an abnormal amount of motivation recently, and that's come because of the jackass show and movies.

SO naturally, I want to write.

PLEASE. I need asks. so bad.

I have a prompt list, list of who i write for right now is in the tags, i dont know if anon is available because im on mobile so i apologize for that

normal blog rules apply

the way im so tempted to start writng for bam margera.... i have an idea for a long ass angst fic for him but idk..

SHOULD I!??!?!

so I was supposed to start writing again this week but

I have a horrible cold and I can barely focus on anything, I feel like actual shit

sorry to whoever is waiting on a fic :(

okay um....... confession time, here's what I got,

I recently watched the maze runner movies and uhm

yeah it's like all I can think of...

so I'm taking a break from scream and euphoria and ahhh writing for tmr!!

so.... send in asks 😒😒😒😒😒😁😁😁

specifically for thomas, teresa, newt, and gally.. cause..

yk?! anyways, if theres a different character you want me to write for, lmk!!

okay i was gonna do a toxic poly ghostface blurb but she's turned into a whole ass fic... but anyway with the whole billy n stu being awful ppl n still being involved with sid n tatum i've realised writing this that the stu/reader/tatum triangle is literally like stu = nate, reader = cassie, tatum = maddy with murder involved 😭 my manipulative misogynist kings 😍 (jk... not really at all 😭). also im so glad you liked that concept bc it is my fav version of those boys in the world but i was so scared everyone else would just see it and go hm... mental illness

oh my god you're so right..

honestly if anyone has a problem with that concept they can bring it up w me cause it's my favorite thing in the world. I am not ashamed !!!!!

my dream is to be a femme fatale and make boys cry.

hey, just here to say. have a nice week =D

I LOVE YOU

I will ABSOLUTELY have a nice week thank you so much oh my days

surfer stu surfer stu with the necklace… chaos I NEED THIS MAN SO BAD 😭😭😭😭

I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS EARLIER BUT APPARENTLY I TURNED MY PHONE OFF AND IT DELETED KMS

anyways

HE IS SO FINE IN THAT CLIP

I need him

I wanna fuck him so bad I'm not even gonna lie

okay the whole time i was watching the curve i was like hm. if euphoria was made in the nineties matthew actually could've played nate amazingly 😭 and then i sat and reflected on my taste and opinions 😭😭😭

wait

...

....wait..

wait a minute.....

amy I think ur on to something

I honestly hate nate cause he is a dick and I dont think he's attractive but...

if matthew played him I would be all over that dick im not even gonna lie I wouldn't care if he's a bitch 😭😭

!!!!!!!

PLEASE send in asks I'm begging

I currently have absolutely ZERO asks in my inbox and I am so.bored.

I just... need content... to wriiiiite..

seriously tho! smut or fluff! not really in the mood for angsty shit

list of who I'll write for is below

honestly I'm not one to judge but I think omegaverse is one of the wildest popular AUs.... like. that's borderline beastiality... not to like kinkshame u weird fucks but why would you even,,,, 😭😭

oh okay wow my followers doubled since the last time I looked at them I was not expecting that,,, TYSM 😻😻😻

Hey honey! I saw your post asking for requests! Reader and fezco after the season finale. It could go anyway you would like but I prefer them to stay together. I’m so exited for season 3 and have been wondering what happens after the finale when it comes to Fez.

oh my gosh I will absolutely write this once I finish season 2. I've kinda been setting it aside cause it's not a hyperfixation of mine anymore and I've been watching a ton of matthew lillard movies.... shh...anyways! once I finish season two I will absolutely write this and I also have a cassie angst for when I finish

thank you for the amazing request! ill let you know when I post it!

okay my matthew thirs have u seen this image bc it’s currently controlling my life 😭 im this close to changing my header to it why is it so hot 😭😭😭

YES ITS IN MY CAMERA ROLL

and the fact that his shirt says god.

YES, YOU ARE GOD!!! I WORSHIP YOU!!!!

I'm literally in love w him

I really need to get this last wip done but I cant 😭😭😭 im in such a matthew lillard mood right now oh my god I cant write anything my brain is just matthew brain rot!!!

so sorry to whoever requested that maddy fic but MAN I need motivation cause the only motivation I have is to reread all my works abt him. I have been watching every movie I can think of that has him in it. currently on serial mom he is so fucking fine oh my god.

so re-reading some of my posts makes me realize how much I switch from past tense to present tense,,,, oops. I do. not. care. I have no clue how that shit works and I have no intention of trying to understand it. sincerely , me in the past, present, and future

I know it's not much but I recently passed 100 notes on my billy loomis smut... I just wanna say, YALL SOME WHORES!! the smut fic, man. really?!?

I mean my first fic which was poly cassie and maddy passed 90 too and I'm so happy

but anyways, I dont think yall know how much it means when u guys comment or reblog my works, or like even spam liking, it means so fucking much especially since I started writing on this blog not even a week ago

I'm so thankful for all of you <33

okay so I'm like totally ignoring my drafts rn and I'm tempted to write an angst fic about reader dealing with stu's death and finding out he was ghostface...

what better way to deal with a bad day, amirite?!?!??!

currently 51 minutes and 16 seconds in to slc punk and

I am in love with stevo. okay editing chaos here cause I just realized I said Steve-o and not stevo..... kill me

yeah.

that's all.

I was supposed to have the drafts done yesterday and school starts the day after tmrw I'm fucked 😭😭😭

I have no motivation to write today whatsoever but I have 2 asks and 2 drafts someone please help me I'm dying

I have no motivation to write today whatsoever but I have 2 asks and 2 drafts someone please help me I'm dying

looking at ur most recent fics and a. amazing but b. i know I’ve said this before but the way I can hop on tumblr.com and see you writing for maddy, cassie, billy n stu like OH MY GOD. ALSO you should totally write for mr tim laflour I haven’t seen seneseless yet but I’ve seen enough edits and scene packs to know you should 😭 as an aside I would LOVE to know any euphoria opinions you have bc the show is so divisive and I’m SO interested in people’s takes bc everyone interprets it like so differently

I'm like so In love with you and ur writing because I didnt know I needed surfer stu until now and I can not get enough, I keep going back

also if u dont wanna pay for senseless (cause it's not on any free streaming services that I know of? like Netflix, hulu, that kinda shit)

I found this reallllly good website that has a shit ton of movies in super good quality!!! arc018.com

I didnt get into euphoria until like a week ago bc i didn't have hbo, but i recently got my friends account lmao

honestly,,, its great but it makes me mad

it's such a good show cause it's so realistic but not at all at the same time? like it mixes real life shit with stuff that would never happen, like people are like "yeah right thirteen year olds dont smoke weed" um, that's what I was doing at 13? sorry u were brought up with rich parents and weren't poor.... anyways

its honestly really good because I could relate to every character in season 1 somehow, like even the littlest details.

but some of the characters make really fucking stupid decisions but I mean, I guess I cant blame them cause they're teenagers but like??? bitch get some common sense! like who tf wrote this script?! this shit is so stupid.

I have mixed feelings, but I think that's a good thing

also, I like that they show the bad side too. like it's not all just parties and drugs with no side effects

I actually really relate to rue and her relationship with her mom cause I went thru that when I was younger cause I got into drugs really early and my mom found out pretty soon into it, but I felt like, represented?? it felt nice because when that happened I had nobody to talk to and all my friends didnt care so I was completely alone on it

but anyways, it's a great show

okay I swear I'm going to bed after this cause its midnight and I go back to school on Monday which is like TWO DAYS AWAY!?!? ah fuck

anyways I hate using the tumblr app because sometimes when I write it literally crashes my phone and I lose all progress

so I have to write like a paragraph and then save it and then go back,,, over and over. and then when I forget to save it to my drafts ONCE it immediately shuts my phone off and I have to power it back on,,, and booooom all my shits gone

tumblr, fix this shit I hate it

should I start writing for him 😁🤨🤨🤨🤨

i’m so sad. i literally can’t find tim laflour fics anywhere. is there anyone willing to write for him or know anyone i can ask??

damn okay I only got two fics done today,,, I have two more butttttt I'll write them tmrw cause I'm tired :')