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u know what makes me lowkey sad? when someone says ‘i know it seems silly’ before talking about something they clearly care very deeply about bc u know that means someone gave them shit for caring that much about that thing before which is Fucked Up.

He’s quite a lovely little guy

I needed to practice perspective

hey

This scene from one of the Suicide Squad movies reminded me of team ENA so I had to animate it ✨This drawing helped me a lot with the posing of the shotgun!!

A cyanometer is a device used to measure the intensity of blue in the sky, often used in meteorology and atmospheric studies. It typically consists of a series of blue color patches or a color gradient, allowing the user to compare the sky’s color to these reference colors.

the interrogation [dub by FuzzyTennisBal and Cazsu]

Could we see Queenie interact with tiny Jax?🥺

I read this ask and the "is that hyperpigmentation" video shot into my brain like a vision

consider

Which answer describes best your inner monologue / voice?

If you are not sure that's totally okay, inner voices are a weird thing to think about and until we learn how to read other people's minds no one is totally sure what it is like for each person

i had a fever dream about hrt gummies

[tip me im broke lol]

the smeemer!!

why are they so smeemy

Smeemo ate a smeemoberry every day.

Family found, family made

Keep scrolling, there's nothing fishy going on here

She emerged from her cocoon

This is actually extremely similar to what I experienced.

(vent hidden under cut for those that do want to read it.)

I had one person I stuck close to for half or maybe even a majority of elementary school, and she had other friends she liked just as much. A part of me could tell they didn't like me at all, and I never understood why. Anytime I approached them during recess, they'd drag her away to talk about something else, when all I wanted to do was to just hang out with my best friend.

I don't remember how, but I learned they thought I was 'annoying'. At some point in 4th or 5th grade, I stopped trying. I stopped trying to get along with them, and I just let them take her, even though I really didn't want to. Depression hit me pretty hard then, because she was my favorite person at the time. And it just hurt. We were only 9 or 10.

It's been over 8 years since then. I still think abiut that. I fear that people will eventually see me as 'annoying', or that they'll let others drag me away from them. It fucked me up a lot.

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

There’s no such thing as work-life balance for neurodivergent & chronically ill people.

This is because everything in my life requires work:

maintaining friendships

keeping up with my hygiene

managing bills

making money

remembering my basic needs

sleeping regularly

outputting creatively

All requires some aspect of work for me.

And when everything in your life requires work, your balance goes out the window.

If you're neurodivergent and overwhelmed — I see you.

If you're chronically ill and overwhelmed — I see you.

You're not dysfunctional.

You're not incapable.

You're doing your best.

haha. You did irreparable damage btw

spin this wheel

you're now this mythical creature, congrats!

(cell phone version of the poll)

I wasn’t gonna post this again until it was done, but I thought this progress picture was kinda cool.

i can’t wait for when chatGPT and ai image generation also crashes and each prompt cost $50 an attempt. oh you can’t get your stolen big tiddy anime ghibli art for free anymore? you want to buy real big boy art from real artists now? beg for it. beg for it like a dog.

(computer version of the poll)

theyre trying to give us all a heart attack with this shit i feel like

I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

You've been turned into an animal

Spin the wheel to find out which

was in the bathroom and the only source of light was the sun coming in the window and it got dark for like a split second so now brian is trying to figure out whether or not its a bird, a very odd hallucination or a sign the world is ending soon

someone tell me what i should do in my peaceful minecraft world rn i'm tryna stall before the next update and i'm very head empty

“I don’t do math because I’m gay” “the gays can’t do math” “If I explain math on tumblr I’ll lose my gay card” all of you apologize to Alan Turing right now 

ENA IS SEARCHING FOR THE BOSS 📢