Made Some Silly Things Once Again. Part 4/?

ellie probably wrote this in her journal after the hospital

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you’re paying for my therapy

His first kiss.

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Zayne's birthday is coming soon and I've been thinking about Dawnbreaker a lot. I wanted to give this drawing some shades of innocence considering that Dawnbreaker lives alone, doesn't talk much and has no close relationships or deep connections (Georgie seemed to be his closest friend, in paralel to what William was to Dr Zayne [and they both lost them the same way]) so even tho Dawnbreaker's work is really heavy, he must be kinda innocent for certain things like physical intimacy and what being loved feels like. With this I don't mean that he doesn't know what a kiss is or the notion of sex (he watches Doctor TV shows anyway xD) but more like he'd be really overwhelmed by it, especially knowing that... well, it wasn't a kiss for him.

"i just don't like masculine women" literally i'm so sorry for you loss. i hope you get well soon

Delivering more volleyball 🏐

Saw this tweet and immediately thought of her…

i don’t have any rights when it comes to them

Felt like torturing myself so I went through this chapter again and the way Sylus' lips tremble 💔 fuck, man... what if I just shoot myself. It'd hurt me less than this.

I know I'm not the first to express this belief, but I am genuinely convinced that Sylus leaves the scene to cry afterwards. I can only begin to imagine the utter devastation he feels over the fact that his lover, the one person ever to care for him and gaze into his jewel-like eyes, the only one he's ever loved, the woman carrying half of his soul... doesn't remember him. And what's more is actively disgusted by him, looking at him the same way everyone else did on Philos... man that must be heartrending. My own breaks for him, even if I don't at all condone the actions he took before this scene.

It hurts even more when you recall how confident and self assured he was upon meeting present MC for the first time, trademark smirk on his face, the small fond chuckle of wry amusement, the way he grasped her chin, urging her to look at him... I truly don't think he had any clue that she had completely forgotten him. And after the realization hits he doesn't really know how to handle the situation, leading him to become desperate and forceful, hellbent on making her remember... only to end up pushing her even further away. Leading to the above scene.

On the positive side, it was the wake-up call he needed. He needed to realize that he can't force this. That he can't make MC remember him by being forceful or coercive or cold or cruel... because the person past!MC fell in love with were neither of those things to her. If Sylus wants her to love him again, then he needs to once more show her the man she fell for — Her Dragon.

I never post sketches this rough but I needed to draw my babygirl so I didn't lose my mind over college 💖 gonna clean these up at some point

𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐚𝐲

- 𝐝𝐲𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬