whatever, whatever
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angel baby 🥹
pun10 ini mah yuk bisa yuk masuk 10 besar yuk, biar semangat yuk crew teamnya
I wanna ride him so bad, eughhh
I FUCKING NEED TO GAIN MY COMPOSURE BACK!!!
I can bark Lance, I swear😭💥😵❌
Ok, but the silly tire accident was kind of upsetting for me. He's doing okay in his previous position.
does it disgust you that you want me this bad?
Here at our house, our daughter plays with her toys. Asking when Daddy will be at home, her face full of impatience. What could Mommy do, hon? While Daddy never existed. While we never existed, at all.
I- *pass out*
I want to cut
How are you doing there? Are you still hanging on? This is so hard, a life. I regret it. I regret that when I was a kid, I could think that being a grownup would fix all my problems. But the reality is that growing up is a problem. You face everything—every little thing that you've never faced before. A million times I tell myself, It will be ok; everything will pass; I can get through this. But, I know, it's not easy; it's even hard. You go walking on the rocky path, and you bleed a lot. (But everything will pass, right?) Mum told me to follow the flow, but the flow was too strong for me; it washed me, but not to the shore; it washed me deeply to the depths; it makes me can't breathe; I'm out of breath. Mom, I can't figure it out.
what's keeping you alive? delusional.
Is it not enough that I keep my silence? Is it not enough that I keep being civil? You got everything that you wanted, always. But you keep ruining things, you are ungrateful. You always misunderstand. You keep blaming others. You act like a bitch, and you look out for men like a whore. You ruin your life. If you feel comfortable in your situation now, then go. You don't have to always test my patience. You don't have to ruin mine. You don't have to cross my line. You don't have to make others suffer because of you!
This is so unfair when you're trying to explain your feelings, when you're trying to communicate things with the person, but you're the one who always feels guilty, even when reality says no. You should do it, you should say it; you have your right. So you stopped, you let your feelings down, you let this problem go around, and you hurt yourself more deeply. This is suck!
feelings in between:
And I can go anywhere I want
Anywhere I want, just not home
and
Home, home, where I wanted to go
kiss me hard before you go
I don't think watching Meet Joe Black could possibly make me cry since I thought it would be just a romance. Yeah, I judged it just by watching that famous coffee shop scene when Susan and the man at the coffee shop walked in separate directions while still checking each other behind. But damn, here I am in my bedroom at almost midnight, crying like a child who can't get the lollipops at the store. This movie is definitely in the top three on my list right now.
I've been in a reading slump this past month. In April, I just finished one book. And the excitement feeling returned these few days; I finished one twisted book and continue to read another. I didn't expect that this Daisy Darker book by Alice Feeney would make my eyes burst. I thought reading this book would erase the usual feeling I get when I read a thriller or twisted book. But expect the unexpected; many feelings arise. I enjoy the plot very well and get along with the story. Tagging the perpetrator and then getting furious and excited at the same time when the story passes more pages. And the few last chapters really left me with sadness, rage, and tears. The reason behind the action that is sometimes so cruel can be as pure as cotton. It was just amazingly unexpected for me. I even tried to hold back my tears while writing this. The last thing that I want to say is that it's really worth your time, and you need to give it a chance!
damn this enemy to lover trope, damn this!
I never asked for it. I never asked to be an adult!
I think being a family person is hard. You could easily miss home, and the feeling of it makes you sick.