pigeon-haze

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Update on my last post

i did the exam and it seemed to be ok, managed to stay calm throughout it. last final done, school year done! to those of you still doing exams you've got this :)

to crash out or not to crash out. that is the question.

only have one final left... sociology, my genuine arch nemesis. i stopped going to the lectures for the course because my prof was actually terrible; nice lady but she spoke too fast, and only read off the slides... added literally nothing. and now ive got the final tomorrow worth 45% of my grade and i feel like i know 0 sociology stuff. genuinely so over this right now and the damn thing is at 9am tomorrowwww. i mean hey at least its my last exam and then its just packing and cleaning my apartment so i can move out, but like damn. so done right now. time to do every practice test known to man :D

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exams are almost over, the term is almost done! just gotta get through these last few finals and then have a busy busy summer to occupy til im back to it.

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People watching is a lot easier than people talking

currently writing a sociology essay when i really want to be making another zine... oh well it can wait. my academics matter and i can do this!

it's ok to have a voice, you don't have to eat yours.

don't bite your tongue too much, it will get swollen <3

I wish i could spend my whole life watching movies, listening to music, and writing about it. That would be so much easier

World's most dangerous creature, pictured in the wild.

Life hurts, life is hard. Coffee makes it better.

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I'm finally done midterms! Now I just have to keep my train in motion until finals are done.

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"Home, my beginning and end / Home."

-Aaron Espe (Making All Things New)

Midterm season is here. Keep going guys you've got it! Soon enough it will be summer :)

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I found a Portuguese café, haven't felt this at home in awhile. I need to get my grandma to teach me Portuguese!

"Winter kept us warm, covering. Earth in forgetful snow, feeding. A little life with dried tubers."

- T.S Elliot (The Wasteland)

Exam Season

I have my last exam on the 17th and studying for it is draining me, but i gotta do what i gotta do. If i don't study i'll be more stressed in the exam, the discomfort now is worth the security later.

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It's getting all wintery now. I hope all of you get to spend christmas with loved ones <3

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I'm running on no sleep, pepsi slush, and a zero sugar energy drink. I have to finish an essay by the end of the night and then stay up late doing other homework.

November sucks in Uni, but I just gotta make it to the end of this week.

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I'm really missing participating in band, the feeling of my french horn in my hands. I miss working to make a beautiful sound regardless of pain. I miss the artistic expression of it.

currently listening to pieces i've played to cheer me up :(

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November is a drag but we will make it through. Keep working hard!

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"My soul sounds better through a brass instrument."

- Me during my German class (lol)

I got 4 stitches in my thumb yesterday but the studies go on! Though typing is harder...

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I don't want reading week to end I'm still sleepy :(

"If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans."

— James Herriot

Living in a big city means meeting all kinds of people.

Some are kind to others,

Some are cruel.

But those I truly don't understand are the ones who scoff at the pigeons, the squirrels; the animals scurrying, and scuttling.

They did nothing but live.

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"Autumn shows us how beautiful it is to let things go."

-Unkown

Rest always feels better after you work hard.

Fresh air always smells better when you've been stuck inside.

Warm feels warmer the colder the cold is.

The dark won't last forever dear reader, the light will just feel twice as good when it comes.

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"Autumn is a second spring, when every leaf is a flower"

- Albert Camus

It's a busy week for homework and reading but we push through :). Each completed goal gets me further to the next.

Have a lovely day dear reader, your hard work matters.

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"Maybe when I learn to breathe, we'll finally be able to talk."

- Davina (I Believe in Unicorns)

Work hard and be you, friends and success will follow.

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Nothing feels as simultaneously good and bad as sitting in a Uni study space trying to finish an essay while listening to medieval tavern music...

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