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03.04.21

I really need this quarter to end. I animated a short video for our STEM club in 2 days between homework and work and I am exhausted. I got to work with video editing which I haven’t done in years and that was nice. But animation is so much work, I am so amazed by the stuff people make for fun. You guys are incredible. Just a few more days and then I can sleep normally again. 😪

Bruh the thanos’ed that helmet. Respect to Tony Hawk though.

Tony Hawk lands a 900 at age 48!

🐐🐐🐐

Shout out to @messy-does-cosmology for putting in work, and being a good friend.

29.3.2021

This date is kinda fraudulent because it's past midnight now, but I'm giving myself a pass on being accurate because I am exahsted and I did about 10 hours of work today. I don't know if I've ever done that much work before in a day. Anyway I've been working on my research project report, and it's at 5500 words now out of about 6400 I need as the minimum for a first, so I only need to do roughly another thousand words to be in the clear (bibliographys don't count). I had a bit of a breakthrough because I worked out how to use the proper SDSS explore tool and it has been... life changing. I'm definitely going to be able to write another 1000+ words about my topic before I hand it in on Wednesday.

Day 29: Name your own aesthetic! What's an aesthetic you'd like to try out? I don't want to pretend to be a complex human being here but I really struggle to "try out" new aesthetics, because I feel very dismorphic about my own appearance often enough as is. Dressing like myself involves lots of primary colours, big jeans and a little shirt, or big jeans and a big shirt. I don't recognise myself otherwise. And if I were to name an aesthetic, it would be called astronomercore. It would involve a lot of fleece jumpers and thick jeans and gloves. And like maybe a big duvet stuffed in your backpack. Any fellow astronomy bitches will know.

Feeling fairly productive today

Calc 3 notes ✔️

Calc 3 HW ✔️

3 min power nap ✔️

It is honestly saddening that I used to have to deal with this. Reposting for the fact that there are a lot of black students who have succumb to this mentality. Be proud of your education.

What is it about the age 28 that says hey it’s time to get things done?

I’m graduating from community college at 28.

Also shout out to my “late” bloomers.

My boyfriend didn’t go to university until he was 28 because he didn’t feel anywhere near ready when he was 18. He graduated with first-class honours, went on to do a Masters, and is now a history teacher. It’s so much more important to do things when you’re able to fully commit to them and do them to the best of your ability than to rush to do them by an imaginary deadline.

The infinite shades of gray.

Saturday, 6th March 2021

Physics - Waves Flashcards

I’m finally getting there with my flashcards catch-up! So many of my posts involve these physics notes but they’re one of the few consistently aesthetic things I have 😅

🎵 The Show Must Go On - Queen

I’m starting to feel like I’m getting this studying thing down.