I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I'M JUST STUPID AND FORGET THAT FEELINGS NEED TO BE EXPRESSED IN ORDER FOR

Oughhh oh my gosh you can't do this to me! 😭 My heart-

"You Remind Me Of Something."

[10/24 more in reblogs]

Ugh.. Why did that purple thing ask me of all people to babysit this thing? Who does she think I am, an expert at caring with toddlers?

... ^^

Fine fine. If I entertain you, will you go away?

*Telly nods their head*

*sighs* fine.

A few minutes later..

So, where do you think the card is?

... *Telly points at a card*

Let's see..

*SP shows the card*

Rough one buddy, ya got the wrong one! Here's the right one.

....! *Telly gasps in surprise and jumps up and down excitedly*

*SP giggles* you are one very entertained viewer.

*Telly talks in static*

Hm? You want more? I thought you would've been bored by now!

... !

*sighs* you convinced me. Let me shuffle the cards.

*SP's thoughts* well.. I didn't know babysitting a child would be.. Fun. Huh. Thats.. New. But....

Something about this guy is..

He's childish. Naive. And... So gullible.

It reminds me..

... Where did all of that even go?

...!

....?

.

I wasn't sure if I should've even posted this... Please don't read it if you don't feel like it. I just... wanted to vent my frustrations at least somewhere rather than keep everything inside

I helped out a friend. Well, at least I considered him one. Half a year ago he asked me to lend a bit of money. I don't have much myself. The only source of my own income is a 36$ stipend. I don't currently have a job and I live with my parents, but their income plus mine is enough to give the four of us stable and happy life. So out of pity and kind heart, of course I helped him, because it felt like he needed it. He promised to return the money. He didn't. I asked what was wrong and for my money back, because I needed them. But he just ignored my messages.

Now, after going MIA for half a year, he returns. Apologising. And asking for more money yet again. I already told him my frustrations about his inappropriate behaviour, for which he apologised yet again and told me how his life was rough, how he got his money stolen when being away on a sports competition and he wasn't able to return home, how he needed to sustain his girlfriend (and now, how it turned out, a wife) and pay rent and his parents and noone helped him. He has a normal job. He knows how much I earn.

I wanted to believe him. But my trust was seriously wavering. I gave him money. The last one for food that I had, because he was assuring me he'd 100% return it tomorrow before evening. I chose to believe him. The next day I starved. Now I don't have money for food for the end of the week. He said his paycheck got delayed, even sent a picture of the paper, said he'd give back tomorrow. I chose to believe him. I was left with nothing again.

There's a lot of emotions inside of me right now. I feel hurt, betrayed, angry, frustrated and more. I told him everything about how I felt and afterwards decided to block him. I'm tired of his empty promises.

But I also feel said, because, like, he wasn't like this before. We met eachother in a small organisation (that I'm not longer in), he was a fun, energetic, open boy, and we quickly connected with eachother. We smiled and laughed at jokes, did assignments together, I joyfully cheered on him on a dance competition. I remember him as a good person. But then he comes with this.

It left me confused and hurt... What could've happened? Why did he act like that?? Why did he say all of this? Was he even telling the truth? I really don't know...

Now I feel bad. I'm still confused. Something like this never has happened to me before. I don't know what to do... I just... *sigh*...

Am I doing something wrong?...

Meme dump Part 23

Part 22

Augh, my goodness, my heart ❤️❤️❤️

I'm glad he seems to like the toy!

Cheri, my precious 😭💕

Also I absolutely love the way you draw my sona! She's so fluffy and cute!! 🩷🩷🩷

For the No Interference event:

As much as i want to hug Puzzles and give him all the comfort in the world, I'm not gonna do it since I know he doesn't like affection, so I'm opting to give BS a pat on the shoulder and a durable stress toy. You can pretend it's your enemies' heart and crush it with violence 👍

*looks at Lacheria*

Now you, Cheri. My dear, lovable little demon you. I am giving you a weighted blanket, embracing you in a warm cozy hug and affectionately nuzzling my face against yours. I know dealing with Puzzles' antics can be challenging sometimes, but I know you are more than capable of doing it exceptionally well. I believe in you 🩷

(oh, and i also have my bottomless medkit on me, so if you are still in need of any supplements - whatever that may be - be my guest 👍)

The... The compelling urge to write that x y/n fic with Mr Puzzles... To insert the two of them in every meme, pose reference, dialogue prompt and tiktok you saved in your gallery...

But the lack of time (and experience), dammit

Curse you, winter exams! Curse youuuuuuuuu!

🖌️ What better way to practice drawing him than to make a meme? ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ 🖌️

Inspired by @cutec3 's video: https://youtube.com/shorts/r8nc6nfFEGA?si=FrU1eCeejtw8ihBq

(also highly recommend to check out their comic "Fire for Hire"! It's a banger! ❤️‍🔥)

Anyway

*skedaddles back into the void*

Bonus:

Pics from the video bc I love y'all <3

🌌🪛 DOCTOR WHO MENTIONED! YES!!

Sketches with Professor Puzzles and Ms. Puzzles because why not. I'm sure they would have a very funny friend dynamic! [NOT SHIP!!! REALLY!!!]

They dance because why not? (I think Mr. Puzzles can dance. Miss Puzzles can dance and I think Professor Puzzles should be able to do something like that too.)

to @jovialoddity with love! 🍓

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT PC VERSION OF TUMBLR HAS A LOT MORE OPTIONS THAN MOBILE APP. WHAT.

How did I not know about it sooner?? I am so making changes when I get home, istg

Ha, jokes on you, I love this song >:]

Oh mi goodness, I love all of these!!

Some rtv doodles!

I don't really doodle with markers and pens but here y'all go!

Nira, bb, and nicknacks mouth..?, huh.

Something based off of my brain dead comics and my first doodle of rtv nicknack <<33

Her face looks weird here just ignore that-

Portraits of the sillies!!

(Rtv au is by @4thwallbreakerdraws2)

(Nira is by @niranutcake)

(Bunnybot is by @selfshippinglover)