Crying Really Won't Change Anything Except How Intense The Feeling Is So...if Need Be, Don't Be Afraid

writing playlist: on

google docs: open

mind: ready

damn I require so much reassurance

Unfazable.

First, parts of you die, and then the things you think define you fade into the background. But you're still in control, you didn't need them anyway. Then you wake up one October morning, and you're seeping through your own fingers like water. You have no idea whom you are, you only have a vague idea of whom you want to be, but that's hard and you need to grieve for the girl who's dying inside you, because God knows she's carried you. Alas, you live in a world full of people with questions and they feel entitled to you remaining the same. You can't explain that your paradigms are not just shifting, they're blowing up and turning into ash in your hands, so you just fold into yourself. But Yourself is falling apart, and it's just...living God what is happening?

What he said

friends. romans. countrymen. i am asking. i am begging. please use headphones when consuming audio content in a shared space.

Cupid despises the fact that you're not addicted to anything...or anyone

Hloni

Dreams are just dreams until you write them down. Then they become goals.

Pinto JK, Project Management Achieving Competitive Advantage.

Suffering is so lonely. We can talk about it, learn to laugh about it and pat each other's backs about it. But, suffering is so tangibly lonely.