Perhaps suicide isn't the answer but I'm not looking for an answer, I'm just looking for a way out
i've been eating so much this week i want to kms
dreaming about a little bit of murder, maybe
It is difficult to look alive every day
You should be covered in bruises and bite marks (flirting)
not in the mood for this (everything)
i've found a shirt in my drawers that i last wore in 2012 and i can't believe that i fit into it again. it wasn't from my lowest weight but close. besides, it's a size small, so it still feels good.
me @ the concept of living my life: i’ll wait in the car
Eating when no one else is is so humiliating
i need a cigarette an a successful suicide
What if your trauma makes u a bad person
maybe i should just go back to drinking alcohol instead of eating
for the first time in literal years, my thighs do not touch anymore... it's a miniscule gap, but it's there, so that's all that matters
big boys don't cry
... i should have just died long ago
i love seeing men bloody and bruised
you have 6 seconds to pass me that blunt before i threaten to kill myself
Im like if a corpse had to wake up every day