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characters who are undead. characters who die in the end and so they've been dead from the start. characters who are chased by death. characters that chase death. characters who died and came back to life. characters that die again and again and again. characters who consider their past self dead. characters who were born in someone else's corpse. characters that claw their way out of the grave. characters whose deaths leave such a gaping wound that even their absence is still a presence. characters who are emissaries of death. characters who are alive but consider themselves dead. characters whose deaths are ambiguous. characters whose existences are defined by death.

i hate when people portray older au lizzy getting more refined for ciel's sake and him getting somewhat ~impressed~ by her, like bffr. this boy doesn't care about fashion, trends, high society parties, and dresses like a slob when he's home (source: yana), like sorry but if anyone isn't refined it isn't lizzy likeee

redraw my favorite scene

Mather's two stars ⭐⭐

"Now R!Ciel can be with Lizzy and O!Ciel can be with Sullivan!!"

Over my dead body.

Over my absolutely COLD. DEAD. NOT EVEN REVIVABLE BY UNRERTAKER HIMSELF. BODY.

Black Butler but Sebastian is a siren posing as a butler instead of a demon posing as a butler

His early contract days had him trying to get used to having feet for the first time 😭

"Give me a call if you need anything, my lord. I will be downstairs." *bows and closes bedroom door.*

*Audio: Sebastian falling down the fkin stairs.mp3*

I was today years old when I realized the reason why ciel is only wearing one shoe while lizzy wears two is because the twin is wearing the other one 🥺🥺

my current feelings towards yana rn

enjoy

Merry Christmas Eve to everyone but these two

Ekuoto shitposts part 5

Ekuoto shitpost season part ?/? Idk

doodle undertaker

cyborg r!ciel

The one where I made a sequel to this video here

I know there are some people who aren't liking the amount of suspense they're creating between the relationship between these two; and also the repetition of cliffhangers in the story, but I have to say...

I DON'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I LAUGHED SO MUCH AT THE CHAPTERS (+ FANDOM JOKES) OF KUROSHITSUJI 🗣

Spoilers Ahead: Kuroshitsuji Chapter 215

Look, in my defense, I regretted this video almost instantly after I finished making it...

he's going to send this to the blood collection facility takedown group chat

the literal funniest fucking parts of this damn series are when they remind us that sebastian's a whore. joking about sebastian being a whore is literally peak black butler fandom. this is fucking hilarious

Wouldn't it be crazy if somehow Claudia's death counted as suicide and she became a Grim Reaper?

UT has been a deserter for decades so it's highly unlikely he knows everything that's going on in Grim Reaper HQ and even if he does cooperate with someone from there I doubt he would talk about her with just anyone. Her coming back in the last arc would cause so much chaos, there's so much potential for drama!!

All this to say THERE IS A CHANCE CLAUDIA CAN COME BACK IN MANGA TRUST ME IT MAKES SENSE

is there already an AU for this scenario? has anyone written fanfic on this?

I really like this detail that hints to the twist of the arc, when the "werewolves" are howling and speaking, their mouths don't move.

i come to give the people a sketch of that unhinged mf

every Ciel needs his Lizzy

(especially on bad days to be healed by the smile)

Ummmmmmmmm oldies he’s soaososososoowowo cuuuute I love my son

second piece was inspired by this fic. It’s been in the wip stage for months now and I’m not gonna finish it anytime soon lolol but it’s kinda cute so

+ not so cute losers. It doesn’t deserve its own post -_-

I'm sorry but why does Ciel happen to have an outfit that matches Lizzy on a trip they weren't planning on going together? Or does every outfit Ciel has naturally coordinates with Lizzy's because Nina makes both of their clothes anyway?

ok ok so there were some differences in the anime's version of Lizzy's flashback i found interesting:

Like look at what this scene implies here. That Lizzy was grieving so much that she was stuck to the graves constantly until Ciel came back, like lifting off a curse. And she was still wearing black, which yes she should've been. I think it was odd that she didn't in the manga, but it was likely because she was told her fiance was back, so her mourning garbs weren't necessary.

Also I like how Ciel has to lean up to Lizzy here, showing her maturity/size is something he has to measure up to, so she makes sure to shorten that distance as much as possible.

Last detail, it's cute how instead of Ciel checking on Lizzy falling behind, he points out a dress she might like. Definitely shows how she associates her sacrifice with being rewarded with his affection.

Ok, I really want to talk about this scene in particular, and how the different phrases in English bring out certain nuances:

The unofficial manga translation is the most accurate, as @akumadeenglish went over in their post. While in Tango on the Campania, the line used in this scene became "I promise I'll protect you, at any cost!" Now, translations can't be 1:1 all the time, so long as they get across a similar intention from the original language they're good. But I want to emphasize the difference between "protect you at least," and "at any cost," and what they imply.

"Protect you at least," can be taken as foreshadowing, as we find out later Ciel had a brother that he lost. So the words "protect you at least," implies that now, out out everyone alive, it has to be Lizzy that survives. It makes sense, as Ciel naturally sees her apart of his family when he remembers his happy past, almost like a set (even more frequently than Madam Red surprisingly).

However, "at any cost," is far more foreboding. Because it's what Ciel told Sebastian, at any cost he wanted "more power than anyone else". That's why I assumed Sebastian laughed when he heard him. Would Ciel really do it for any cost? Even if it's at the cost of his revenge? When I first read it, I assumed it implied that Ciel would be tested by those words and genuinely got worried that Lizzy really would die to the bizarre dolls. Even now I'm still concerned what price will be paid in the future...

lost in the darkness the light