Latest Posts by grayarea51 - Page 2

changed dividers 4 the vibes

shout out to selfshippers who have lore with their f/o , but it’s just like . oh yeah that happened once . and none of it is connected or makes any sense ; it’s all just spontaneous . because me too

A message to the younger members of the community, and those who doubt there place in it:

Beings don't care.

I went to a therian meet up over anthro northwest. And it was NOTHING like the current online spaces, especially all the discourse.

There was no fighting. It was beautiful. Beings were freely using whatever labels they wanted, no one cared "why" someone identified as something, mental, spiritual, physical. Everyone was like "Hey, cool!".

Older folks talked about their time in the community while the younger ones did quads. People howled, played with squeak toys. No one cared. And most importantly, everyone agreed the infighting was pointless.

You WILL be accepted irl. This discourse doesn't matter. You are going to find your beings, and none of these online pissing contests mean anything once you meet others off the screen.

It's a beautiful place out there.

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

shoutout if you hyperfixate

Shoutout if you say sorry to everything

shoutout if you have trouble speaking for yourself

shoutout if you overthink

shoutout if you snap for no reason

shoutout if you use neopronouns

shoutout if you don’t use pronouns

shoutout if youre part of the lgbtqai+

shoutout if youre trying your best

shoutout if you can’t handle every day life

shoutout if you don’t fit in your body/species

shoutout if you made it through yesterday <3

Adding more because it made me so happy to read through the comments and reblogs :3

shoutout if you’re 1 minute clean

shoutout if you successfully made it out of a abusive household/relationship

shoutout if you’re stuck in a abusive household/relationship

shoutout if you can’t communicate your needs

shoutout if you can’t love anybody in a romantic way

shoutout if you don’t know your gender/sexuality

shoutout if people don’t understand how your brain works

shoutout if you’re disabled

shoutout if you’re a person of color

shoutout if you don’t fit into stereotypes

shoutout if you do fit into stereotypes

shoutout if you love to fast

shoutout if you made it out of bed this morning

shoutout if you ate some food today

shoutout if youre hydrated right now

shoutout if youre trying your best to take care of your self <3

Whelp gotta edit this again bc of how many hate I'm getting with my "your" and not "you're" (dw I've deleted most of them) :(

I do nothing but sit and think of you.

Redraw of this scene from Electric dreams i made for school 🗣️💥💥

how I feel selfshipping

you punch nazis!

(requested by anonymous)

lovely story from a friend today.

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

Please reblog if you think that “they/them/theirs” is a valid set of pronouns.

this post must be reblogged by everyone

collection of useful things tumblr has taught me:

even if you can't fall asleep, laying down with your eyes closed will still rest your body

you don't have to brush your teeth standing up

you don't have to do any chore standing up, from dishes to showering

you don't have to shower with the lights on

if you can't brush your teeth, flossing and a tongue scraper gets rid of plaque and bad breath

if you can't do that, mouthwash kills a lot of bacteria

eating "unhealthy" food is better than eating no food

you can make the same meal everyday for however long you still want it

some pills come in syrups or chewables if you can't swallow them

kids nutritional shakes can be a quick way to get fuel if you can't eat/don't have time

if walking hurts/exhausts you on a regular basis, canes and rollers are for you, no matter how young you are

we have free will—if doing something "out of the ordinary" makes life easier for you, do it

if you have even a dollar to spare, please consider donating to Alaikum's family.

they're a large family at only 10% of their goal to evacuate, and could use any help you can give!!

I’m really tired of people treating intersex people like a mistake, deformed, or mutated version of male and female.

SEX IS NOT BINARY AND NEVER WILL BE!!! ITS A WHITE COLONIAL CONCEPT FORCED ONTO NATIVE POPULATIONS AND PEOPLE STILL PRETEND IT WAS A NATURAL ORDER!!! STOP ERASING INTERSEX PEOPLE!!!

my name is caine i am your bitch

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how it feels to stop denying that you're genuinely attracted to fictional characters like others are to real people and to start taking your f/os seriously like you always wanted

the hopeless romantic fandom. that's exactly what this is

Being a selfshipper is so fucking cool I love being in the hopeless romantic fandom

Constant Reminder

I want to be politically informed and educated but I also wanna have a good day and be in a good mood. Do you see my problem?

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Block these sites in your uBlock Origin so you won't see that shit in your searches

a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on

go, kiss that fictional character

(MINOR, NSFW DNI)

what's up mortals

my name is GH0ZT i'm heavily ghostkin and i like machines they are cool.

pronouns: it/he/they/xe/gore/wires

other prns:

Pronouns.page

@GH0ZTK1LL • Pronouns.page

gender is a cult and i am the unwilling sacrifice (no feminine terms/pronouns please!)

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i have social anxiety and i'm used to being a lurker online and this is my first blog so i apologize if i'm like. not interacting with posts correctly? not sorting my blog correctly? not being open enough?? you people confuse me i'm just here to have fun

but anyways i reblog stuff related to fandoms i'm in (i'm in 100+ fandoms so idk if i can list them), funny/relatable posts, objectum (sfw) posts, selfship positivity, alterhumanity/nonhumanity posts, lgbt awareness posts and mental health awareness posts

stuff about me:

• i'm a minor

• i'm otherkin & a therian (mainly ghostkin, TVhearted, computerkin/robotkin/machinekin & black wolf therian)

• i'm nonbinary/genderfluid/genderqueer + i collect xenogenders

• i'm omnisexual + grayromantic

• i'm objectum

• i'm a selfshipper

• nonsharer for AM from IHNMAIMS, Gabriel from ULTRAKILL, GERTY from Moon, Watchio from Parasite Days, and Tau from Tau (i don't post selfship content though)

• i write fanfiction (i don't post it)

• i write poems and songs (i don't post those either)

• i make art and OCs (i only posted my art once here, i didn't get negative responses i'm just insecure about it) (i would probably be considered a beginner artist despite making art for over a decade)

• i'm in 100+ fandoms, some of which include indie shows/games + the OSC

• i listen to industrial/cybergoth/rivet/aggrotech, EDM/EBM, breakcore, nu metal, doom metal, punk, and indie

• i'm alt (something like rivethead/metalhead/punk/goth but i just call myself alt)

• i love psychology and study it a lot

• i like philosophy there's just too much to study

• i adore space and the night (i don't study space though)

• avid mushroom fan

• big fan of indie horror, psychological horror & lovecraftian horror

• i play Portal, The Stanley Parable, IHNMAIMS (also read the book), ULTRAKILL, Minecraft, Deltarune, Will You Snail?, ENA: Dream BBQ, Inscryption, Regretevator, Pressure, Parasite Days, The Sims (1, 2, 4) and Spore

• still a fan of weirdcore/dreamcore & the backrooms

• i'm agnostic

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interact with me if u have similar interests as me :3

just because i have social anxiety it doesn't mean i don't want mutuals!

(also interact with me if ur a scene kid i think having scene friends is very coolz)

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DNI list:

• transphobes, transmeds, TERFs

• racists, antisemites, zionists

• ableists, sexists, homophobes, misogynists

• radqueers & radqueer supporters

• transids

• pro-lifers

• trump supporters

• anti-MOGAI

• anti-furry

• against fandoms or consider fandoms "cringe" (fandoms in general)

• against alt fashion/music (which includes 2020 alt/hyperpop, scene & scenecore, as well as older punk and goth)

• against therians/otherkins/alterhumans/nonhumans

• against polyamory and/or queerplatonic relationships

• against objectum

• against selfshippers/yumeshippers

• you harass atheists/agnostics

• if you use "dark humor" (like making 9/11 jokes)

• if you cross people's boundaries as a "joke"

• if you use slurs that don't apply to yourself

• if you're fatphobic

• if you support purity culture

• if you use/support generative AI (or consider yourself an AI "artist")

• proshippers

• loli/shotacon

• NSFW blogs

• ED/SH blogs

• selfship doubles

• DSMP and/or dream fans/defenders

• HP/JKR fans/defenders

if you appear on my DNI list, please do not interact with me. if you do interact, i will block you.

(i would just block ppl i don't want interaction with but using Tumblr almost requires me to have a DNI list :/)

In August of 2024 I was without electricity, phone, and internet connection because huge storms with lightning, rain, and winds. We even have floods, the roof is full of holes so it rain inside every year as well floods, but now with the state of the weather things are much worst.  We had never have winds like that here. At this rate, in 4 years we will have tornadoes, a thing we have never ever have here. Nor our lands, infrastructures, and culture are prepared for this. Many haven't recovered from this nor any of past natural disasters.

Then spring and summer came, and bc all the destruction of our nature and the draught territories the little forests that are left of our native trees and plants caught fire with the pines throughout different regions a number of times.

Companies and its countries are stealing our water for mining, for avocados, strawberries and other native fruts and veggies that I can't buy to eat bc are sent to other countries, planting non-native pines to cut down and sell the wood to the world and have dried up the land, causing more and more fires, more and more deaths every year. On 13 February alone, there were forest fires in six municipalities in one region and 14 fires were burning. The emergency has left more than 20,800 hectares burned by the flames, as well as 44 victims and 28 houses destroyed in those days alone. There have been fires every week for months. The last few weeks it is almost every day somewhere in the country.

The goverment can't fix the country bc we still live under the dictatorship constitution and its politicians and families, and the president has being constantly attacked by the pro dictatorship groups from our country and others, fake news, terror campaings, etc, even the ensurance company group, the one that has Principal (AFP Cuprum), Metlife (AFP Provida), and Prudential (AFP Habitat) threatened my president this month because he and our chambers proposed and made slight improvements to the system because private companies of ensurance and pensions (that are from USA of course) have millions getting sick, disabled or dying because they can't afford medical care nor anything.

This threat was issued by David Chavern, president and CEO of the American Council of Life Insurers in the form of a letter to the extent that it was made known to the public. I can't ignore that one of the groups that also has their ensurance company here is UnitedHealthcare that owns Banmédica, another criminal company. Yeah, UHG, the one that had its CEO executed by The Adjuster. Yes, all USA insurance companies in my country are affected by this little change made to try to help my people to stay alive and have a little more of money that still will not make us live with dignity and out of poverty. So, yeah, is easy to say that UHG is more than angry with my country and back then the 1973 coup has made, among other things, to install this evil ensurance system and this companies.

Even in the cities there are fires. This past week I saw 2 fires in just 3 days, with houses on fire just a couple of blocks away from me. Now it has began autumn and, if I take as reference past years, it will not be like it used to be, but just like a winter part 1 now. Is already getting cold in the night and early morning making my articulations hurt, while in the day the heat makes me tired and weak, causing fires.

Last year people helped me, was awesome, but sadly it wasn't enough. I cleaned by hand the black mold from the walls of the storage room where I live and painted a bit with the little anti mold paint I found in an old tin that was left in a closet. Looks better and smells better and made me happy, but the walls are still broken, one of the walls is still not a wall, and the people of the place is still horrible and abusive. I'm still unemployed even when I tried to sell my art works, get a job, sell second hand clothes, find remote work, and even sent a cultural project to the Ministry of Culture to try to get funding and thus have a wage. Nothing worked. I got rejected in all and honestly I can no longer work because of my disability.

My health is getting even worst. Chronic pain, chronic illnesses and long covid are worse and make me more and more disabled with each passing semester. Eating is hard bc gluten free and dairy free food is terribly expensive (I have celiac disease and lactose intolerance) so I keep being hungry every day, i haven't eaten a piece of bread in months, I cant even make my own bc the gas and electricity is expensive as well the flour that I can use. Being autistic and having c-PTSD as well depression and fibromyalgia doesn't help and the violence never ends.

As far as I'm concerned, I've been on my own all my life, my only support is my couple that also helps me as a caregiver sometimes, is the only family I have. We don't live together bc poverty, we can only be thogeter for a little time each year bc non of us has a job (we are both university graduates and are teachers), their roof rains down and floods their house, the food sold in the poorer area is in bad state and in their house quickly grows black mold and we have to eat it. Also has to take care of an abusive old mother that is poisoning him with black mold (that already gives them health problems like allergy, migraine and gut issues, and the father has already died), the neighbours are violent, and I make that the bills are bigger and more.

My couple fears that we end up in the streets, homeless. I fear that they died or that when the dictatorship is installed once again here the neighbours are gonna snitch on us just bc we belive in democracy and my couple is a teacher. Already members of a cult showed up 2 days ago only in this house. In the last big dictatorship people were taken from their houses and jobs (specially students, univeritaries, teachers and culture workers, for example) and some never returned. Others were tortured so much that they died or ended up disabled and traumatized for life.

If u want to help me to fix things, buy food, meds, pay the bills, and being warm this winter please check

my PayPal or MACH

and make a donation, even $1 helps. If u can't donate, please reblog bc thats the only way to make this post circulate thus receiving help.

I don't even want to be in my country bc we will have a dictatorship soon, but I have nowhere else to go nor money to migrate. I need $10.537 dollars or € 9.760,95 euros aprox to pay all the documents, the bank money I need to have to prove I deserve to migrate, the tickets, rent money I have to show, and all that. I have been really thinking in live somewhere else, but no money and countries are having even more restrictions to countries like mine and people like us than before.  Also the anti migration and other hate groups and gangs. There is a safe place?

I currently (date 14 April 2025) have $260 dollars donated (coz I spent some in food and meds this past months). We no longer able to pay for our meds and gas for cooking nor warm the place, I'm eating less bc we can't pay for food (I can't buy bread, flour, noodles, etc bc the gluten free lactose free products are really expensive, specially for us). My couple has been a year and a half without a job and there is no sight of one in the next months. Is winter and in the first rain that lasted a few minutes the place again had leaks. You can check the old post here and see a Meet the blogger here.

I thought that it was necessary to make an actualization and a using comprehensible single post, so that's why I made this.

Edit: Three pinochetist agents and a direct nazi descendant (both 3 belive in the nazi values) are running for president in the next presidential election this 2026 and one of them is gonna win. Please, we need to migrate so help me to not die with my couple. This is no longer only asking money to eat, this now is to not be tortured and disappeared. I have less than a year to find a country to migrate and leave. We can speak and read english even if not perfectly. If you know a country that allow political refugees and put less trouble to migrants, please comment.

Edit 2: the ppl with which I live are trying to involving me in their crimes so please help me to leave faster.

Edit 3: my mother in law I think is gonna make us end up on the streets or lie about us bc we are not letting her be abusive and I fear she try to frame us as abusers just bc she is emotionally abusive and can't deal with the fact that we say No and we told her she has to give basic human respect. I think she is lying to extended family as always and put herself as victim and try to damage us more, specially against my couple bc she has always treat them bad. This hell never ends

Help is welcomed, I am still here trying hard, I don't want to die.

literally me

FLESHKIND OFFICIAL OTHERKIN FLAG!

(COINED BY FLESH)

FLESHKIND/FLESHKINDED OR FLESHKIN CAN BE USED AS AN UNBRELLA TERM FOR ELDRITCH/MONSTER/FALLEN ANGEL/DEITY OR CRYPTID KINS, OR BE USED AS AN IDENTITY FOR ANGELS WITH DARK THEMES. THIS CAN BE RELATED TO GODS OF DEATH AND TURMOIL, REPRESENTING HATRED, RAGE, ENVY, OR EVEN GREED. THIS CAN ALSO BE USED FOR ANY THERIAN. I WILL ALSO OPEN A COMMUNITY FOR ANYONE TO HANG OUT AND BE SAFE IN, EVEN TO LEARN MORE ABOUT FLESHKIND, SINCE IM STILL WORKING ON WHAT IT CAN BE USED FOR.

Feeling rough lately.

Hello! Ao3 has been part of an unauthorized data scrape for GenAI purposes. If your fic has an ID number between 1 and 63200000, it may be a part of the data set and you can file a DMCA copyright infringement notice on the American sites it was uploaded to. Each of you will need to request a takedown.

Here’s a link to the information.

It is a reddit link, but it has the other links you’ll need in one place.

(Tagging with as many medias as I can remember so it gets to more fandoms)

Fanfic is a free hobby.

It's one of the last few things we can have as a society that's free. You can engage, for free. People give you things (art, stories, etc), for free.

Don't buy into the consummerism just because it's everywhere else.

You don't have to consume everything you interact with. You don't have to use things, just because they exist.

You're allowed (still, for now), to have things that are enjoyable for free.

Do you realise how insane the world is? We don't have many places where we can just be, for free anymore, but ao3 is. Did you notice we don't have ads in ao3? We don't have pop ups? Where ELSE do we not have that?

Where else can you just go and not have to wait for a commercial to be over or for ads to be on the sidelines?

I don't think the younger people understand, but the whole of internet used to be like this. YouTubers would do Youtube for free, just because. You couldn't monetise your internet presence before.

Ao3 is like a little preserved corner of the internet where the old internet used to be, and it's being attacked by people who do not understand that free things are allowed to exist without judgment.

Please don't ruin this for us.

Some of us need it.

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