fandom hopper ( ̄︶ ̄) born to pursue all earthly knowledge, yearn to draw
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im at 62 pity and he wont come home :(
Kinda scared to post this pls accept my offering im just a wee lad
*changes entire profile after months of inactivity* hahaha heyyy
When the shadows can consume everything in sight, even the brightest of sparks are not guaranteed to burn through the darkness. @liyv favors these fledgling fires— even when love is powerless to keep them burning.
The algorithm indicates that i should keep what i post consistent but consistency is lame
Forgot to post earlier. I rmber saying I'd try to be more active here but im just too used to twt sorry y'all 😔😔 (still fuckin hate elon tho)
BSD 108 DAMN I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN
You with the dark curls you with the watercolour eyes 💞
Why do you, as a man, have a massive height difference between your “rival” — for my twt comm sheet !!!
concept for a background character
zaizai
based off noys sigma cosplay !! (chuchunies / i_m_still_growing)
🎮🎮🎮🎮🎮
moredrunkzaiiii
raaaaaaaaaaa
But of course! And i obviously took it way too seriously... again.
If you like drunk Dazai, consider checking caelanglang's little strips, both Dazai and Chuuya are absolutely adorable!
About the whole "Fyodor-switch personality" thing: We don't have enough information to confirm whether it was real or fake right now, and besides, both possibilities are really interesting.
If the switch was real and Fyodor was lying to cover it up (...because 'you know characters can lie, right' could mean... this part of it was the lie too...), that could easily be made a reference to Dostoevsky's The Double, as I was kindly made aware of. We've also already had an image of a young woman who looks like Aya from potentially a long time ago, given the outfit and that it is Bram's memory we're presumably seeing there, which may tie in interestingly with "what year is it?" The knife he pulled out also is genuinely a unique design for the series, and looks like it might be an old make. If this original is very old, then something in the takeover of personalities may explain why he hasn't seemed to age. Fyodor being a separate personality created from his ability and kicking out the original could tie in with his ability not attacking him in Dead Apple. This also raises more questions about Fyodor's motives, and I think opens the path for some pretty fascinating theory making. It also places Fyodor as something both human and not... intriguing for the ongoing theme of humanity in the series.
If the switch was a fake and Fyodor was being a completely hilarious little shit (which, we know the Joker is part of his inspiration and he is often contrasted with Dazai, Nikolai, and Mori, for whom this kind of behaviour would be expected - it's characterization, that's not 'done for no reason'), it would quite possibly be the funniest thing he's done in the series so far. But! More importantly, it strengthens Fyodor's connection with the Book (or rather, with altering the narrative). He's told a lie that sounds completely ridiculous but makes sense given the world and situation he's in - and notably, could fool Sigma... and the readers. Fyodor also managed to change the lightness of his eyes without changing the state of his soul - something that no other character seems to be able to do. (I know Dazai can feign the shocked expression, but that's not the clear lightness we saw in Fyodor's eyes in this panel. Nikolai's eyes change lightness but that actually seems to be genuine.) While this doesn't help us discern anything more about Fyodor's motives, it does emphasize his expertise at information manipulation - we cannot trust a single thing this character says, not just in universe, but out of it too. We, the readers, cannot listen to Fyodor and take anything he says as supporting evidence for theories. If this is true - that's fascinating. The other characters will have to solve the mystery of this man completely indirectly, and so will we.
Of course, there is the secret third option: it was a lie mostly, but there is an element of truth to it somewhere, which is actually par for the course for BSD as a whole. It is very rare that a character turns out to be lying completely. The question then becomes "what part is true and how much is it true", which is also very compelling. This, personally, is what I'm ascribing to for now until new info comes up.
Anyways, the last thing I wanted to point out is that if it was genuine, then remember The Double was inspired by Hohol's works, and if it was a lie, then that is very similar to the bait-and-switch performances that Nikolai has done multiple times in the series. Either way, it implies some influence on Fyodor by Nikolai and of course vice versa, which probably means the return of the clown (finally!) and more focus on their dynamic, which is a funny thing to show Nikolai having apparently had influence on Fyodor (even if in more of a meta way) as he is actively trying to kill him right now.
Love wins/loses?
The big four
Inspired by this post on twitter <3
the gang's all here!!
Fyodor u sick bastard I love you
bzzt bzzt new soukoku au dropped, this time featuring YOKAI
dazai is a kitsune who lives in the forest and watches over the shrines of his predecessor (that he lowkey inherited), chuuya is an oni who accidentally d worded a guy on one of those shrines and then got stuck with a fox forever
chuuya's design is mostly his oni design from mayoi's pandemonium night, i just added the corruption tattoos
(au skk backstory info under the cut)
oni are servants of hell and, before they were oni, were the most vile and sinful of humans on earth. as oni, their jobs are to punish humans that are JUST short of being awful enough to become oni as well, and they can eat souls so that's fun
chuuya, for a long time, works with other oni (it's the sheep) to eat, seal away and punish souls. he meets dazai one day, an annoying and secretive kitsune in the forest, accidentally gets a mess on his shrine and dazai decides to annoy him for the rest of time
then one day, out of nowhere, dazai sets all the souls of the sinners loose in the name of an ambiguous "greater good", and offs the sheep to make sure they don't seal up the sinners again. he tries to do the same with chuuya, but chuuya is fueled by his anger and.......... retaliates
chuuya's anger summons fire, he leaves dazai engulfed in them, and that's how dazai gets his bandages in this.
chuuya also swears that he'll hate dazai forever for what he's done, which, like, he does, but it's that typical soukoku hate where hate = i want to punch and kick you stupid and then make out with you
and a hundred or so years later dazai is back to annoying chuuya like normal anyway because this is skk, but now they just have more baggage
Lil skk thing
Im sick
most of the stuff i post here is bookish but i.. love.. this boy so i drew him for his bday :)
HPBD BDAY BOY!
open him.
Opened
double black, a rare moment of peace
volatile times