Look At This Funky Dude, I Love Him-

I really don't want go to his funeral today.

Panicking over something I shouldn't

I still panic

When you come back

Each time

I think

You're going to do it

Again

And I panic

Because you'll blame me

And I'm scared

That you'll be right

This time

I wish

I didn't think of you

Anymore

And I hope

That I stop

Thinking

Of that night

Because I'm so scared

That you'll do it

Again

And I won't be able

To stop you

That way I did

Last time

Because

It wasn't my fault

And I hate it when

You blame me

For not coming back

When I'm scared

That it'll happen again

If I came back

Like how you want me too

I'm scared

That you wont

Come back anymore

A and I'd rather

Have you hate me

From a distance

As someone

I don't feel

Responsible for

Anymore

Because

You make it my fault

And I

Convence myself

That you're right

And I

Forget

That you're not

Scared of the same

Things as I am

Because you love to blame me

And was never really my fault

Stop scaring me

I'm not coming back

I don't want that night

To happen again

So stop

Making it my fault

I left all this

Behind me

And I gave up

When

There was nothing

I could do

For you anymore

I'm sorry

I'm not enough

And

I'm sorry

That

I

Never

Was

When it's 6 am, you haven't slept, you have a "new" jacket, and you look cute

Really really really

I really really really wanna be the person that always says "goodbye" before you leave and "I love you" before you can hang up on me.

Because I really really really wanna be someone that likes me.

And I really really really like people that get exited over little things and attached to fleeting things and in love with wild things.

So I really really really wanna be just like that.

But it's really really hard

When it makes me really really tired

And really really sad

And really really really craving some quiet.

But I'll still do it.

Because I really really really wanna learn to be somebody that likes me a lot.

Rewatched Firebringer and damn, Zazz and J-mills are married , fuck off with your "facts"

One large order of “Holy Shit I So Gay asdfghjklertyuiopzcvbnmmgdyklfsafj-” Featuring: -My buffiest OC, Calyssa(who is gay. And a mermaid.) -And Me: The Lesbian^tm

Casserole d idnt go great but the important thing is that it might've been the best casserole I've ever made!

(Still not salty enough and I can't seem to get the top crust right but still the best!!!)

Things have happened.

Just as they always will.

Things have died.

Simply from being alive.

Things have made you smile.

Same as I wish I could.

Things have made me cry.

And if I were dry wood-

I'd burn and burn and burn...

But I am not who I should-

Be, I am someone who is

Melting, maybe?

Things are spilt into pieces

Myself am barely different-

Still talking to no-one

But myself.

I think that when I do that-

I half-become somebody else.

That half is my other self

She doesn't get lost transition-

She isn't even awake.

She's sleeping- no

Dreaming

With moldy melatonin

Not doing much to keep her awake.

Things have faded.

Like old photographs-

I've never seen any.

This is the digital age-

With no more pictures of somber faces

Being plastered to the page.

Things.

...

Things have looked up-

And seen the sun

But some

Things have gone down hill-

And landed in a rut

But both of 'em

Have left me

So that I'm somewhere in between

Maybe there was a ledge I stopped on!

Or a tree in a forest green-

Did they undergrowth stop me?

I think it must've hurt-

I mean-

I'm covered in scratches

But they're from a cat.

It doesn't matter.

I mean-its just that...

"Things have died"

From being a runt-

From being too young-

From eating her litter-

Man, crying is fun.

Five months(by estimation)

Three(months by knowledge)

And 15 years-

But by then

It's all the same-

They're all:

Dead

Dead

Dead

...

Things have been...

Inconclusive.

Been playing in my town for over the past month and after doing my dayly stuff (shaking trees, checking the stores, etc) I young out how to update to welcome amiibo...

I did.

And now my town is completely gone.

So, I have a new town, new mayor, new tent, new villagers, new area, new characters, and FUCKING NO PROGRESS, FUCK IM PISSED.

On an unrelated note I started thinking about Revolutionary Girl Utena am considering whether or not to rewatch the series and/or finally watch the movie..

TAKE MY QUIZ RIGHT NOW AND PUT YOUR RESULT IN THE TAGS