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Who will replace me in the void you left?

Who will give me solace from the chaos you set?

Who will tell me that I don’t need to wait?

Who will set the stage for the world to be perfect?

We all lie and carry a burden on our heads,

Pretending everything is fine—

It’s human tendency to impress.

Disappointment in life

Has made me realize

That everything fades

When life hates.

Numbness in the eye,

Pain in the heart,

Day by day,

Me and myself were

Getting apart.

Health was low,

Feelings were high,

Mind was affirming,

"Let’s give it one

More try!"

A knock on the door,

Someone was to try.

I escaped, and it became

A choice.

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Love is not just a feeling; it's an emotion,

A never-ending story that continues till the epilogue.

Loving is hard as it makes people feel apart,

Yet it's an art, where you create images

Carried by the heart. You say it was just a part,

But deep inside, you know—letting her go and forgiving her was hard.

A gentle note:

Please don’t become rebellious in love.

If someone is hurting you,

It doesn’t mean you need to hurt them back.

Irrespective of being completely damaged,

Don’t lose the softness

You’ve been carrying for others

For so many years.

That is what makes you stand out from others.

Love is a feeling of joy,

Which can make you live for another 50 years

And be remembered for 100 years.

Don’t turn it into a battleground.

Nothing will come of it;

You will only lose yourself

Again and again, time after time

We all try to be perfect for others,

Despite being detrimental to ourselves.

Is giving importance to others crucial?

Is doing for others wrong?

If it is wrong, then

Why did my father do it for me?

Why did his father do it for him,

And so on—the cycle continues,

Year after year, day after day.

We grew up from a pebble to a big stone,

Carrying tons of weight

That could make us sink

On any given day.

Whose mistake is it?

Mine, or the vicious, alluring society and its norms

That demand appreciation and so on.

Time has passed, decades have changed.

Now, I have realized, in the midst of all this,

I have committed several big mistakes

That were invisible at the time.

Not because I was blind or lost,

But due to the old cycle

that has been pedaled so hard.

In doing so, I have not only lost people

Whom I used to love

But also a self-hug

In conclusion, I want to say that

The scars from the past

Haunt me hard,

Waiting for conclusion.

People are silent,

Society is dark

Live life as you are.

Different people have different names, some have character and some are lame. ✅

Things I wish to tell you~

There are some days in your life when you want someone to share your emotions and opinions without judgement.

That soul is so close to your heart that you can share anything from crazy to important things, this is what we call it and it is made by spending time and years together with hundreds of memories where you laugh, cry and love each other.

The bond is so unique that you feel fortunate for their presence in your life.

You tell them each thing from your "first kiss which you gave her on the cheeks" to the "first date where you borrowed money" from your friends.

This bond is so outstanding that you feel that this is what you were searching for years, now nothing you want from your life more than their existence, and you are ready to do anything for them.

Their presence gives you energy and beliefs which you have lost years ago by questioning yourself.

you want that this bond keeps increasing over time, with more love and respect for each other.

some moment you thought what's wrong to have a life partner like them with whom you are close and connected with heart and mind.

You both have full faith and understanding with each other that no one can break that chain, you feel strong and happy with them even if t's a conversation of minutes you feel delighted.

But in life, things don't go the way we wanted to

One day things got messed up between you and her and that bridge which was made up of beautiful memories broke into pieces with left only regrets and mistakes.

You go far from each other but still, there are some days when you wish to tell them that you are surviving with their memories.

There are days when you wish to listen to their voice which still echoes in your head for which you used an Std Booth to listen to that voice.

There are still some days when you close your eyes and see them in your dreams holding hands together over the same bridge and kissing each other.

There are days when you wish to tell them how much you love them.

Written by

Ankit~

Sometimes we think that our life has been messed up, screwed up, nothing has been left in life. we all go from these kind's of thought in our daily life, believe me, it's normal, it's completely normal you can't be positive every time in life. In the race of perfection and imperfection, whatever you do you will always be going to feel incomplete and imperfect about yourself, yes that's the harsh reality of this world we have got everything and we crave for everything "

Bro she can read a whole 400 page novel in a day. If she is not reading your one text, let her go, she's already taken by a fictional character

“That is love. When you’re smiling because they’re happy. When you feel better because they’re getting better. And nothing else matters for your heart’s well-being except for them being well.”

— Juansen Dizon

"Do not allow your fire to go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swamps of not -quite,the not-yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frusteration for the life you deserve and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real .It is possible . It is yours".

“The funny thing about stop signs is that they’re also start signs.”

— Unknown

“Perhaps many things inside you have been transformed; perhaps somewhere, someplace deep inside your being, you have undergone important changes while you were sad.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

I’m honestly thinking about you right now. Yes, you. I hope that you’re doing alright, that you’re enjoying those simple gifts present in your life, and that you realize how magnificent you truly are and will always be. Please, please take care of yourself today, friend. -nicole addison

You said you never wanted to hurt me, but you hurt me the most

“We think that forgiveness is weakness, but it’s absolutely not; it takes a very strong person to forgive.”

— T.D. Jakes

“And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.”

— Chasing Amy

“I understood myself only after I destroyed myself. And only in the process of fixing myself did I know who I really was.”

— Unknown

some poetry is Bad, some poetry is Good, but I think that maybe all poetry is good in it's own way. like, all the poems evoke some feeling or texture or something. you can read feelings through poetry. and it's good that way

“Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you’ll start having positive results.”

— Willie Nelson

“Letting go doesn’t mean that you don’t care about someone anymore. It’s just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself.”

— Deborah Reber

“The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it.”

— Rafiki (via marijuanamodels)

“There’s really no shortcut to forgetting someone. You just have to endure missing them everyday until you don’t anymore.”

— Unknown

“The best view comes after the hardest climb.”

— Unknown (via marijuanamodels)

I told you everything about my life, except that I left out one part of it

You had asked me why I refused to let anyone into my life again

I never told you the reason and now I will never be able to tell you why

For you have gone away and will never be coming back

I regret not sharing it with you but I have to realise its too late now

Perhaps as you watch me from above, you will be able to understand

I wish there was a way for you to give me a sign that you forgive me

And that no matter what, you will always watch over me and guide me

- N.R.K.

“one day you’ll realise you should have told her the truth. because you could have escaped and lived a long happy life together. yet you’re stuck in war you can’t win and the terrifying truth is you don’t know if you’ll ever see her again. and that breaks your heart. and the memories of her are all you have left but you broke her heart and you know she hates you for lying, for leaving, for loving her because she’s a solider made for war and you’re a betrayer. you’re meant to be enemies, it could never have worked. loving her was a death sentence, but it was one you would choose every time because life wouldn’t have been worth living without her .”

—  she was your death sentence but loving her made you want to live.//t.c

Loving

Love such a beautiful dream,

We all want a kind of love,

That seems out of this world,

The one which everyone craves,

And keeps looking for everywhere.

But no one ever taught us,

The most loving is self love,

You'll never ever feel complete,

Without loving yourself first.

Oh how euphoric it feels,

I can't even explain,

It's like sugar in my veins,

Like cotton candy in my brain,

Like fireworks in my heart,

Like gazing at the stars,

Like a dreamingly sighing,

Feels like the breeze cutting through your hair,

Like the amazing smell of your favorite flower,

Or reading something you like,

There are so many things which can describe,

The feeling of loving yourself,

It's seems so funny to explain,

I can't even comprehend.

Hearing yourself giggling alone,

And falling in love with the sound,

Peaking inside your heart,

And loving the person who you are.

Stop looking for love outside,

Just give yourself a part of love,

That you seem to be giving everyone else,

And I give you my word,

You'll never feel so loving,

Except for this,

I've always craved unconditional love,

But now I understand,

No one is going to give that to you,

More better than yourself.

So be a little more loving,

To yourself than everyone else.

-s.b.