Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Not Being Authentic In How I Present Myself Online.

A Yandere and A Tsundere

1/16/19

Yes, I had a musical phase.

Yes, I still listen to those very same songs on repeat.

I watch sports anime to help me get motivated. And it does the job everrrrry time.

Mommy's lil girl

Sometimes I'll come across YouTubers I used to watch and... it just feels so weird. Because I've gotten older now and so have they. It's kind of nostalgic actually.

Like heyyy, I remember you! I would try to watch all your vids in one go and then I'd happily wait for your next one!

It's always a pleasant surprise to have them pop up on my feed again.

I drew like I'd never see my art again.

I drew with the potential thought that I may never recover my old drawings.

I drew with the expectation of LOSS. And I was okay with it.

Yeah, it existed but I no longer had proof of it.

Like a record lost in time.

Let me start off by saying that I am a very curious person.

Kept seeing this one anime pop up on my feed and one day yk, I got a little too curious. A little too bold. I was all like ykw fuck it, imma see what all the hubbub is about. And so I did.

And I haven't been able to escape the jaws of this anime sINCE THEN. IT HAS CONSUMED ME. IT IS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT. I WANNA WATCH IT OVER AND OVER I-